有钱没钱回家过年
(合白)回家过年回家过年
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭
(男独)怀揣着理想在外闯荡
酸甜苦辣不愿对人讲
美好的志向是男儿的翅膀
经历经了风雨才知生命的荣光
都说外面的世界很精彩
精彩中也有许多无奈
转眼一年又一年
我不知道是否混出了模样
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
(我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭
(男独)孤独的灯光陪我在小巷
爱情磕磕绊绊又一天
初恋的承诺月老的红线
而今不知又栓在哪一边
身份角色来回变换是我情愿
到头来我也算终于明白
山外有山天外有天
忙碌了一年真想回家看看
有钱没钱回家过年
我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭
有钱没钱回家过年
(男独)年后再折腾一番
(白)有钱没钱回家过年
Friday, December 28, 2007
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Refresh...
Looking at what seng yen wrote in his blog, many thoughts flow over my mind. i suddenly feel very sad. 可能是感触量多.
2 yrs of A level... is it a very unforgettable experience for me.
just like seng yen. 2 yrs behind me was really unexpected one.
After my O level, Daddy just ask me a question : "What do u think of Singapore? Do u want to go there and study?"
I just simply answered : "Singapore, Okay i think. Anything la."
Because of my " anything " My 2 yrs ended up in Singapore. Is it the right choice? Until now i still uncertain but one thing i know is that if u give me another chance i will still come to singapore.
Looking back this trip, i really had experience a lot 第一次.
First time leave my family - hard to do since i am a very like to stick parents one person.
First time sit airplane alone
this contribute to my first time talk to strangers
First time sit taxi
First time stay in a flat
First time stay with relatives
First time learn how to live with them - have to adapt their lifestyle
First time wash my own shoes
First time use Singapore style 'hanging clothes'
First time went shopping on my own
First time walk to school
First time lost under flats
First time do all the admin thing myself
First time got a bank account
First time press atm machine
First time take bus and go to so many places
First time change bus
First time sit mrt
First time think that love is very 麻烦
First time see so many lovers in front of me
First time someone 不睬 me for no reason
First time feel not normal
First time go kbox
First time go zouk
First time drink alcoholic drink
First time learn how to drive
First time eat cake
First time learn how to eat spicy things
First time went to hospital during adulthood
First time vomit
First time be a president
First time fail everything
First time 被人说是 a crybaby
First time went to eat lunch need to take 3 hrs to reach the eating place
First time play bluff
First time play netball
First time join a chess club competition and my opponent say 'good game' although i lost
First time play tennis
First time do all warm up exercise ( sit up 20, jumping jacks 50, another one forgot the name liao)
First time stay outside home until 2 am without tellin anyone.
First time go seven eleven
First time go Long john Silver - My fren damn like to eat them lor
First time go Hanns
First time go eat steak at Jack's place
First time sit bus into malaysia
First time make up
First time SOOOOO miss my family
i believe there are more first time than those mentioned above.
I feel that this 2 yrs really fruitful
Hope to experience more things next yr.
2 yrs of A level... is it a very unforgettable experience for me.
just like seng yen. 2 yrs behind me was really unexpected one.
After my O level, Daddy just ask me a question : "What do u think of Singapore? Do u want to go there and study?"
I just simply answered : "Singapore, Okay i think. Anything la."
Because of my " anything " My 2 yrs ended up in Singapore. Is it the right choice? Until now i still uncertain but one thing i know is that if u give me another chance i will still come to singapore.
Looking back this trip, i really had experience a lot 第一次.
First time leave my family - hard to do since i am a very like to stick parents one person.
First time sit airplane alone
this contribute to my first time talk to strangers
First time sit taxi
First time stay in a flat
First time stay with relatives
First time learn how to live with them - have to adapt their lifestyle
First time wash my own shoes
First time use Singapore style 'hanging clothes'
First time went shopping on my own
First time walk to school
First time lost under flats
First time do all the admin thing myself
First time got a bank account
First time press atm machine
First time take bus and go to so many places
First time change bus
First time sit mrt
First time think that love is very 麻烦
First time see so many lovers in front of me
First time someone 不睬 me for no reason
First time feel not normal
First time go kbox
First time go zouk
First time drink alcoholic drink
First time learn how to drive
First time eat cake
First time learn how to eat spicy things
First time went to hospital during adulthood
First time vomit
First time be a president
First time fail everything
First time 被人说是 a crybaby
First time went to eat lunch need to take 3 hrs to reach the eating place
First time play bluff
First time play netball
First time join a chess club competition and my opponent say 'good game' although i lost
First time play tennis
First time do all warm up exercise ( sit up 20, jumping jacks 50, another one forgot the name liao)
First time stay outside home until 2 am without tellin anyone.
First time go seven eleven
First time go Long john Silver - My fren damn like to eat them lor
First time go Hanns
First time go eat steak at Jack's place
First time sit bus into malaysia
First time make up
First time SOOOOO miss my family
i believe there are more first time than those mentioned above.
I feel that this 2 yrs really fruitful
Hope to experience more things next yr.
Shuhui's Birthday + KBox
Recalling...
That day is a beautiful morning. We decided to go K box together. Shu hui , holly , ronale and me met up first at tampines mrt. Who noes Ronale arrived damn late. Shu hui and holly did sth to their hair which them both a new look. After ronale finally came, we went into the train and ask layhao to 'pop' in when she saw the next train reaches bedok. We scolded ronale again and told lay hao about how late he is. HAHA. After that we got shock when we heard that lisong is coming. I mean he should come wif fannie and ying zhen mah.. cos we wan to kept from shuhui that fannie is not appearing so if he appear and fannie not is a bit wierd. But good thing is that she thinks fannie is goin out with ben .. haha.. lucky..
When we reached kbox, we had to ask shuhui to go to toilet and after toilet had to drag he to shop shop to wait for holly and ronale to register for 8 instead of 7 person. HOwever we still reached the counter too early as the person ask us that is it confirm that it is 8 person. She asked us where got 8. Not Only 7 of us ma? wah.. Good thing got Ronale who kept on insist that got 8. Shuhui some more ask him to count out.. he fake fake say very fast and make shuhui confused. very funny the situation.
After that we started singing, and lisong arrived and followed by ying zhen and fannie with the birthday cake. We surprized shuhui. We sang birthday song and also take pics. We sang and sang. I realised that Layhao's voice really sound like Stephanie sun.. so nice to hear and quite high pitch one.. Then we all agree that Lisong's voice sounds like Ah Du.. haha.. very funny...lol
After that we went to eat KFC. We talk and laugh and gossip here and there.. WE even play cards until damn late... so excited when playing cards.. at first we are playing bluff and then play heart attack.. we went very very high.. i think other customers will think we really crazy liao lor... haha...
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
CHRistMAS...
Today is Christmas! Should be a happy and wonderful day to enjoy with family and frens. However, i am in malaysia.. Where my family and my frens is not here. Maybe due to that my mood seems not good. Moreover, last night i dreamt that i stay in a super grand house and i unpack my clothes in one of the many wardrobes. After thjat i went to do sth with my sis which i can't remember wat. After some time, i suddenly feel that got blood stain on my pants. So i asked my sis to cover me to get change. However i can't find my wardrobe which contains my clothes and i was told that it might be thrown away liao. I and my sis searched and searched but still can't find that wardrobe. So unreasonabler. Then I woke up from the dream liao. Guess wat? i really got menstrual.
Sometimes i really hate my dreams cos it always came true.. of cos only parts and always dejavu .. which is kind of irritating if it is not a nice dream. After taking bath we went to have lunch. It is chicken rice.After we are back, Chee wei gege asked me to go out.. but i rejected.. it is quite unlikely of him bringing me out but i dunno y i rejected such a nice offer. maybe because of my menstrual which give in convenient and also that i had no clothes to wear as my jeans' zip is spoil. After he went out i read newspaper, and fixed my jeans. fortunately it can be saved.
After a while mummy called. She asked about what i am up to and about the driving lessons. She also mentioned about my weight and diet stuff and even asked me to cut down one my meals. I had three meals only without any snacks she somemore ask me to cut down one meal. Oh my i will be hungry like hell lor. i am bit hurt. usually i am quite strong and not easily affected but today dunno y i acted like that. i think my menstrual mood swing come again. hai~ i also feel quite bad for mummy cos she asked me about my things i jus replied her with one or few words only and the rest is ' ya ' oh' .. i always like that whenever relatives is beside me.. i really dun like to talk to phone when my relatives is around no matter is in singapore or in malaysia.. i don't like... so i always can only last for a few mins. if no one , mummy always will be the one who ended the call because i will have many things to talk. haha.. weird right... that's me.
Sometimes i really hate my dreams cos it always came true.. of cos only parts and always dejavu .. which is kind of irritating if it is not a nice dream. After taking bath we went to have lunch. It is chicken rice.After we are back, Chee wei gege asked me to go out.. but i rejected.. it is quite unlikely of him bringing me out but i dunno y i rejected such a nice offer. maybe because of my menstrual which give in convenient and also that i had no clothes to wear as my jeans' zip is spoil. After he went out i read newspaper, and fixed my jeans. fortunately it can be saved.
After a while mummy called. She asked about what i am up to and about the driving lessons. She also mentioned about my weight and diet stuff and even asked me to cut down one my meals. I had three meals only without any snacks she somemore ask me to cut down one meal. Oh my i will be hungry like hell lor. i am bit hurt. usually i am quite strong and not easily affected but today dunno y i acted like that. i think my menstrual mood swing come again. hai~ i also feel quite bad for mummy cos she asked me about my things i jus replied her with one or few words only and the rest is ' ya ' oh' .. i always like that whenever relatives is beside me.. i really dun like to talk to phone when my relatives is around no matter is in singapore or in malaysia.. i don't like... so i always can only last for a few mins. if no one , mummy always will be the one who ended the call because i will have many things to talk. haha.. weird right... that's me.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Christmas EVE
2nd day of driving lesson on Christmas eve. Today 3 hr. Very tired. My leg today step on the oil thing step until very tired so very hurt right after practice. Maybe because today learn how to park and also come out of a dead end.
Parking really tedious la. First u need to see for the correct position. If get the position wrong some more u need to move forward or reverse to get the correct position. for this u had to press the clutch and oil for few times liao. Then u had to turn the steering all the way to the left then reverse. Reverse until a spot must stop then turn two loops to the right and then revervse again until u touches the parking box edge. Then right all the way and reverse until u reached the spot of another box edge. THen left all the way again but his time is move forward. To come out just reverse and right all the way and come out of the box by a bit then left three loops to in straight. Oh my to do all that smoothly is quite difficult lor... okay now move to the dead end part. When u reached the dead end, u first turn to right and stop. Then turn the steering all the way to the left again and reverse then turn all the way to the right and movew forward. While moving forward u need to turn back the steering wheel to the original place. so tiring liao now.. cos need to repeat that for threee hrs.
Today the car dunno y engine stop many times.. so irritating. and because of that the teacher say say me many times also. i ming ming put the same pressure and got step oil one mah.. dunno y like that sia... haiya nvm la.. jus hope next time will be better la...
Parking really tedious la. First u need to see for the correct position. If get the position wrong some more u need to move forward or reverse to get the correct position. for this u had to press the clutch and oil for few times liao. Then u had to turn the steering all the way to the left then reverse. Reverse until a spot must stop then turn two loops to the right and then revervse again until u touches the parking box edge. Then right all the way and reverse until u reached the spot of another box edge. THen left all the way again but his time is move forward. To come out just reverse and right all the way and come out of the box by a bit then left three loops to in straight. Oh my to do all that smoothly is quite difficult lor... okay now move to the dead end part. When u reached the dead end, u first turn to right and stop. Then turn the steering all the way to the left again and reverse then turn all the way to the right and movew forward. While moving forward u need to turn back the steering wheel to the original place. so tiring liao now.. cos need to repeat that for threee hrs.
Today the car dunno y engine stop many times.. so irritating. and because of that the teacher say say me many times also. i ming ming put the same pressure and got step oil one mah.. dunno y like that sia... haiya nvm la.. jus hope next time will be better la...
22nd Dec
On this date i started my first driving lesson. He drove me around while showin me wat to step on in order to move and how to turn in another lane. See was easy and remembering those steps was not hard. However when i take charge of the car everything changes. He still instruct of wat things i should do but it seems hard for me to understand wat he means by press a bit and not so hard?? i really can't get the pressure right... haha it cause me to 'engine stop' twice right after i get on the driver seat.. so embarassing... and he scolded me for not hearing his instruction. i dunno mah.. jus now the demo he got press brek so i press brek too.. then he say he didn't ask me to brek so dun brek.. hai~i was so scared and shocked when he scold me. isn;'t it normal for someone who first hand to touch the steering to make mistakes right?
Third time, the car stop again... i was so scared that he scold me again but phew,... good thing he jus say say me only.. i was like oh my... so close ... if he really scold me again i think i might cry lor... i really know nothin about car mah and never drive before how can he expect me to react normally.
Conclusion for this day is that i really cannot understand the clucth thing and very tired and mental stress. Really dunno whether can pass or not now...
Third time, the car stop again... i was so scared that he scold me again but phew,... good thing he jus say say me only.. i was like oh my... so close ... if he really scold me again i think i might cry lor... i really know nothin about car mah and never drive before how can he expect me to react normally.
Conclusion for this day is that i really cannot understand the clucth thing and very tired and mental stress. Really dunno whether can pass or not now...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Undang Undang
Hai~ finally the scary undang undang is over liao... haha...
i was so scared that i cannot pass the colour blind thing.
i scored 46 / 50
in jus 7 minit 4 saat...
haha
u noe y i do so fast...
thats because i dunno wat is the exact period to do the test...
i scared my malay sucks then read too slow until not enough time..
who noes i do too fast liao
but realli thanks god that i PASSED!!!
Now jus need to concentrate to learn how to drive.
HOPEFULLY, everything will go fine as well.
i was so scared that i cannot pass the colour blind thing.
i scored 46 / 50
in jus 7 minit 4 saat...
haha
u noe y i do so fast...
thats because i dunno wat is the exact period to do the test...
i scared my malay sucks then read too slow until not enough time..
who noes i do too fast liao
but realli thanks god that i PASSED!!!
Now jus need to concentrate to learn how to drive.
HOPEFULLY, everything will go fine as well.
Friday, December 07, 2007
Prom NITE~~
The night had finally come...
The night that i had look forwarded for...
Although before that received some disappointment from my frens...
I am still very excited....
hai~ for the whole nite i only had one thing to say in the end-- TIRED but FUN
On that day i wake up quite early, take bath, then start to blow my hair... hai~ my hair still curl to one side.. so frustrated... no matter how i blow it is still curl in the way that is not what i wanted it to be. After blowing my hair, i try on the clothes and took a pic of my whole body to make sure i look okay... thinking of my outfit, i feel kinda weird becos it doesn't seems like a prom dress/outfit..
nvm la.. i also cannot go for other dress... "sad"
After all those wearing and making my hair, i am all ready to meet my frens for the make up.
but the waiting time is so hard to go through... so long la... haha.. i dunno y i get ready so fast .... too excited?? haha.. maybe lor... finally reached the time we about to meet my frens...
At the Century sq, toilet.
Holly realli look different. Her shoes is quite nice u noe.. Then she gave me a comment that i look like goin for work.. oh my... but its okay la,... expected... Then we wait for shuhui to come.. shuhui is late so i and holly chatted for a while.. When shuhui come we started make up... Haha talkin about make up.. only me is being make up.. because they both make up at home ... oh my god .. This is the first time i put on foundation, blush, mascara and eye liner... oh my mascara is so scary... hahaha..i think i put very little la.. cos at halfway of the event my makeup seems to be gone liao.. people say need make up remover i no need lor.. so nice!!!!!! After make up we sat cab to grand hyatt hotel.
At the hotel,
i kept on spottin ppl to take pics like crazy person.. but mb my class too little ppl liao la... didn't get to take as many that i expect. i like the host.. he is so funny lor... he make a lot ppl on stage and create lots of laughter among us.. i like the one which is to find out who is the best dress.. the ppl is asked to choose any of the mv video that he acted... there is english one, malay one, indian one, china one and taiwan one... the most funniest one of cos is the indian one la... where he acted as the coconut tree... he even said " Don't pluck any coconuts".
The dinner was great.. let me tell u every dish la... first is the appetizer, next is the shark fin soup (like this very much), chicken, fish, prawn( sad can't eat) , mushroom plus vege, pudding.
everything is so nice..... wanna eat again...
After the dinner i move on to take pics.. forgot to say that my form teacher ms leow, say i am so different.. and i ask me whether i make my hair or not... haha.. of cos not la.. i just let down my hair nia...( hehe feel nice after hearing what she said.. )
After that i, mas, ben, okky and melati... we all went to zouk... haha.. my 1st time le./... check ic, check bag then tie sth on my hand, then inside so dark wif spot light everywhere...
After all that, we started dancing.. oh my... although the dancing part is quite nice adn very suitable for relieving stress but then my close frens are now here to shout wif me.. hai~ nvm la.. although mas is asking me to dance wif here.. her frens also wan to dance wif her.. she is jus to popular.. after the whole thing i really very regret of two thing : dance in my high heel shoe and didn't drink any alcoholic drink.
After the ZOUK thing, it is 3.00 am liao..
We walk to orchard bare foot.. u noe y la.. cos i dance in high heels make my legs really pain and a bit numb numb... haha.. so tired... finally we walk until a place where we can sit/... and mas finally decided to go to esplanade.. wow this is my first time goin to esplanade in this early of the mornin. Goin to esplanade we sat cab, hai~ should have done that earlier so i will not walk bare foot to orchard... but its too late le la... in the esplanade we sat at the river side and start playing truth and dare.. at first i dun wan to play but in the end i still join them.. haha.. after the game we ended up talkin about gossips which is given by the councillor jimmy whois mas fren from other class.. ard 6 i started to feel damn sleepy , can't really open my eyes.. at first wanna wait for them to tell me when to go home... but i am too tired until i open my mouth and ask... hai~ really cannot stay up so long.. i think this should be the longest hour that i stayed up ( about 24 hrs) oh my.. haah..
After that i can relli feel the pain when i wear my shoe and sit mrt... what a suffer... i had promise myself that i will not dance in high heels again in those pub for 3 hrs... oh my...
Thats all. I reached home at 8.00 am
The night that i had look forwarded for...
Although before that received some disappointment from my frens...
I am still very excited....
hai~ for the whole nite i only had one thing to say in the end-- TIRED but FUN
On that day i wake up quite early, take bath, then start to blow my hair... hai~ my hair still curl to one side.. so frustrated... no matter how i blow it is still curl in the way that is not what i wanted it to be. After blowing my hair, i try on the clothes and took a pic of my whole body to make sure i look okay... thinking of my outfit, i feel kinda weird becos it doesn't seems like a prom dress/outfit..
nvm la.. i also cannot go for other dress... "sad"
After all those wearing and making my hair, i am all ready to meet my frens for the make up.
but the waiting time is so hard to go through... so long la... haha.. i dunno y i get ready so fast .... too excited?? haha.. maybe lor... finally reached the time we about to meet my frens...
At the Century sq, toilet.
Holly realli look different. Her shoes is quite nice u noe.. Then she gave me a comment that i look like goin for work.. oh my... but its okay la,... expected... Then we wait for shuhui to come.. shuhui is late so i and holly chatted for a while.. When shuhui come we started make up... Haha talkin about make up.. only me is being make up.. because they both make up at home ... oh my god .. This is the first time i put on foundation, blush, mascara and eye liner... oh my mascara is so scary... hahaha..i think i put very little la.. cos at halfway of the event my makeup seems to be gone liao.. people say need make up remover i no need lor.. so nice!!!!!! After make up we sat cab to grand hyatt hotel.
At the hotel,
i kept on spottin ppl to take pics like crazy person.. but mb my class too little ppl liao la... didn't get to take as many that i expect. i like the host.. he is so funny lor... he make a lot ppl on stage and create lots of laughter among us.. i like the one which is to find out who is the best dress.. the ppl is asked to choose any of the mv video that he acted... there is english one, malay one, indian one, china one and taiwan one... the most funniest one of cos is the indian one la... where he acted as the coconut tree... he even said " Don't pluck any coconuts".
The dinner was great.. let me tell u every dish la... first is the appetizer, next is the shark fin soup (like this very much), chicken, fish, prawn( sad can't eat) , mushroom plus vege, pudding.
everything is so nice..... wanna eat again...
After the dinner i move on to take pics.. forgot to say that my form teacher ms leow, say i am so different.. and i ask me whether i make my hair or not... haha.. of cos not la.. i just let down my hair nia...( hehe feel nice after hearing what she said.. )
After that i, mas, ben, okky and melati... we all went to zouk... haha.. my 1st time le./... check ic, check bag then tie sth on my hand, then inside so dark wif spot light everywhere...
After all that, we started dancing.. oh my... although the dancing part is quite nice adn very suitable for relieving stress but then my close frens are now here to shout wif me.. hai~ nvm la.. although mas is asking me to dance wif here.. her frens also wan to dance wif her.. she is jus to popular.. after the whole thing i really very regret of two thing : dance in my high heel shoe and didn't drink any alcoholic drink.
After the ZOUK thing, it is 3.00 am liao..
We walk to orchard bare foot.. u noe y la.. cos i dance in high heels make my legs really pain and a bit numb numb... haha.. so tired... finally we walk until a place where we can sit/... and mas finally decided to go to esplanade.. wow this is my first time goin to esplanade in this early of the mornin. Goin to esplanade we sat cab, hai~ should have done that earlier so i will not walk bare foot to orchard... but its too late le la... in the esplanade we sat at the river side and start playing truth and dare.. at first i dun wan to play but in the end i still join them.. haha.. after the game we ended up talkin about gossips which is given by the councillor jimmy whois mas fren from other class.. ard 6 i started to feel damn sleepy , can't really open my eyes.. at first wanna wait for them to tell me when to go home... but i am too tired until i open my mouth and ask... hai~ really cannot stay up so long.. i think this should be the longest hour that i stayed up ( about 24 hrs) oh my.. haah..
After that i can relli feel the pain when i wear my shoe and sit mrt... what a suffer... i had promise myself that i will not dance in high heels again in those pub for 3 hrs... oh my...
Thats all. I reached home at 8.00 am
Monday, November 26, 2007
Frustrated
Why? 我是那么的期待。你们却做了这种事。而你们的理由非常的烂， 你们说我能接受吗？嗨~ 能不能爽快点呢？以前你们多么得不配合我可以接受但是这是我们的最后的聚会，你们难道就那么狠心这么做吗？
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Which Series Do You Want To Watch?
Background Master
Building Romantic Days
Cold Encounters Of The Third Kind
Curious Detective
Evil Kin
Fathers And Sons
Golden Destiny
Harmony Taste & Passion
Jewel's Splendor
Legend Of The Demigods
Steel Lips Silver Teeth
Survivor's Law 2
Tai Chi
The Dance Of City
The Drive Of Life
The Gentle Crackdown 2
The Seventh Day
The Ultimate Crime Fighter
Walking With The Enemy
War Of In-Laws 2007
Young Four Constables
Finally...
A level had come to the end.
i had to start a new life and a new journey or maybe a new chapter of my life.
It is kinda insecure just like wat stella said.
Before the A level, i had been demoralised really demoralised first time for my life. Maybe this is wat one may had to been thru pass thru and experience it.
The prelims, is the worst nightmare to me. I think no one can understand this feelin of cannot get wat u wan as it is way too high for me to reach. Singapore gave me a whole new experience of life. I , valerie, had never failed in my whole life except once or twice becos of "Pikachu" ( my chms frens will know ) and a open book test. These two i didn't relli get the "fail" feelin that i should feel becos everyone is feelin that way and had the same score as u do so there is nothin to fear of or be demoralised of... but this yr JC 2 realli gave me a full blast. Mid yr i should say i got the same old results but i didn't relli sad because i didn't realli put heart into it or should i say it jus another exam to me. i tell myself there is still chance for me like the prelims, n the As. But who knows i work hard for my prelims but it come out the same thing. is it fate? or am i not hardworking enough. and this is the time i feel super duper sad. i kept on blame myself and cry and cry. that's all i can do. i reflected am i that stupid or just its not my luck. i wanna talk to someone who can understand what i feel. but no one relli wan to hear my thoughts. all i can hear are " you can do it la" " a level will be easier than this" " have faith in urself"" be confident" " i oso like that wat" " u won't fail one la if u like that then how bout me?" " don't be sad u have improve although it is still in the same grade" i became even upset because i cannot not face the truth. Then i cry cry again , felt that there is no hope in me. i was thinking of giving up as my parents said if u must work hard if not u will watse ur 18 yrs. i am really scared and intimidated.
Then i talk to myself , did i make the right choice? maybe maynot. Lastly i come to a conclusion, the A's will be my last chance and my only chance, if realii i cannot get the satisfied result then its really fate. i did my best. So doin the A's i only had one thing that is to sit the exam and that's it. if lucky then i get through this gate if not then i will pursue another path. THat's life isn't it? There is nothin to be afraid of now. Its over. And new Chapter of my life is waiting for me.
i had to start a new life and a new journey or maybe a new chapter of my life.
It is kinda insecure just like wat stella said.
Before the A level, i had been demoralised really demoralised first time for my life. Maybe this is wat one may had to been thru pass thru and experience it.
The prelims, is the worst nightmare to me. I think no one can understand this feelin of cannot get wat u wan as it is way too high for me to reach. Singapore gave me a whole new experience of life. I , valerie, had never failed in my whole life except once or twice becos of "Pikachu" ( my chms frens will know ) and a open book test. These two i didn't relli get the "fail" feelin that i should feel becos everyone is feelin that way and had the same score as u do so there is nothin to fear of or be demoralised of... but this yr JC 2 realli gave me a full blast. Mid yr i should say i got the same old results but i didn't relli sad because i didn't realli put heart into it or should i say it jus another exam to me. i tell myself there is still chance for me like the prelims, n the As. But who knows i work hard for my prelims but it come out the same thing. is it fate? or am i not hardworking enough. and this is the time i feel super duper sad. i kept on blame myself and cry and cry. that's all i can do. i reflected am i that stupid or just its not my luck. i wanna talk to someone who can understand what i feel. but no one relli wan to hear my thoughts. all i can hear are " you can do it la" " a level will be easier than this" " have faith in urself"" be confident" " i oso like that wat" " u won't fail one la if u like that then how bout me?" " don't be sad u have improve although it is still in the same grade" i became even upset because i cannot not face the truth. Then i cry cry again , felt that there is no hope in me. i was thinking of giving up as my parents said if u must work hard if not u will watse ur 18 yrs. i am really scared and intimidated.
Then i talk to myself , did i make the right choice? maybe maynot. Lastly i come to a conclusion, the A's will be my last chance and my only chance, if realii i cannot get the satisfied result then its really fate. i did my best. So doin the A's i only had one thing that is to sit the exam and that's it. if lucky then i get through this gate if not then i will pursue another path. THat's life isn't it? There is nothin to be afraid of now. Its over. And new Chapter of my life is waiting for me.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Life is life
Life is life, even though it’s tough,
You gotta live with it, even though it’s rough.
It’s a gift, given to us from up above,
So don’t use it for hatred, but use it for love.
Life is the most precious, and valuable gift of all,
So don’t throw it away, by jumping of a wall.
I know it myself, life can be hard,
So if your looking for help, just speak to God.
Life’s of too great value to be thrown away,
So thank God for letting you live – every, single day.
It doesn’t matter if you’re a boy or a girl,
No matter how you kill yourself, you’ve got a date with Lucifer.
You never know when your life will come to an end,
So live your life happily, get a family, and a best friend.
Would you rather have lovely granddaughters, and grandsons? ,
Or kill yourself now, and burn in hell when Dooms day comes.
Live everyday as if it would be your last,
Be kind, happy, and have a blast.
Life is life
You gotta live with it, even though it’s rough.
It’s a gift, given to us from up above,
So don’t use it for hatred, but use it for love.
Life is the most precious, and valuable gift of all,
So don’t throw it away, by jumping of a wall.
I know it myself, life can be hard,
So if your looking for help, just speak to God.
Life’s of too great value to be thrown away,
So thank God for letting you live – every, single day.
It doesn’t matter if you’re a boy or a girl,
No matter how you kill yourself, you’ve got a date with Lucifer.
You never know when your life will come to an end,
So live your life happily, get a family, and a best friend.
Would you rather have lovely granddaughters, and grandsons? ,
Or kill yourself now, and burn in hell when Dooms day comes.
Live everyday as if it would be your last,
Be kind, happy, and have a blast.
Life is life
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Beautiful GIrls Lyrics
歌手：sean kingston 专辑：eyes above water
R! Sean Kingston!
Chorus:You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over
Verse 1:See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
Sean Kingston
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)
Refrain:See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...My baby is driving me crazy
(Repeat Chorus)
Verse 2:It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we will see each other ( see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
Verse 3:Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin
'Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...
R! Sean Kingston!
Chorus:You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over
Verse 1:See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
Sean Kingston
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)
Refrain:See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...My baby is driving me crazy
(Repeat Chorus)
Verse 2:It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we will see each other ( see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
Verse 3:Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin
'Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Stand by Me (by Shayne Ward) My favourite Song
Nothing's impossible, nothing's unreachable
When I am weary, you make me stronger
This love is beautiful, so unforgettable
I feel no winter cold, when were together
When were together..
Chorus
Will you stand by me, hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I'll be alone, when the story gets told
When day turns into night, I look into you're eyes
I see my future now, all the world in its wonder
This love won't fade away, and through the hardest days
I'll never question us, you are the reason
My only reason..
Chorus
Will you stand by me, hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I'll be alone, when the story gets told
I am blessed to find what I need
In a world loosing hope you're my only belief
You make things right, every time after time..
Chorus
Will you stand by me, hold on and never let me go
Will you stand stand by me
Will I be a part of you're life, when the story gets told
Stand by me, stand by me, won't you stand
Stand by me, stand by me……
NEWater Event ( service learning )
2nd of july - wonderful youthday hol but i ended up in NEWater VC after saw CALVIN's online msg.
OMG had to reached there at 7.25am my goodness...thank god RONALE was willing to send me there ( actually i force him to haha) ... cos early in the morning there is no transportation that can bring me there (cos no buses can reached unless their shuttle bus but early in the morning wher got one... take taxi wow no way i gonna waste so much money to go there)
When we reached we realised that we are earlier than most of the workers there...haha... that's the reason we all are hungry monster...all come with no breakfast!!! had to ' REN' until lunch time ....oh no!...
Ok after listening to a briefing given by CALvin, we proceed to our respective stations and wait for the group of primary five kids to arrive our station... Our station was called CHARADE. it is a game where the kids must act or draw out the words on the cards and if they dunno , they can skip the word and take another word.. we waited for quite a long time due to we are the last two station of the whole trip.... During the waiting period, i and my friends all played the charade of course with those frens from other stations. We had quite a fun time acting and laughing and drawing... wow time flies when you are having fun!
the primary kids were so enthu.... we are so nervous.... once we asked them to sit down we started the game... omg the kids were so enthu but then we meet the DIFFICULT part... the words are hard for them.... however good thing is that we got enough words for them to play...my god i had to double check that the word they know then can give them during the limited time they have omg this realli test their luck .... i felt sorry for the first grp which get some hard words that she had to skip skip n skip...omg i think good thing that we added a lot of stupid n easy words the day before ( the day before , due to lack of words we then add stupid words in) that the words that saved them n earned points.... phew....
After the event ended, we all split out n went home to search for FOOD!
When u are in NEWater, although there is no food , but there sure is plenty of water provided...haha...
OMG had to reached there at 7.25am my goodness...thank god RONALE was willing to send me there ( actually i force him to haha) ... cos early in the morning there is no transportation that can bring me there (cos no buses can reached unless their shuttle bus but early in the morning wher got one... take taxi wow no way i gonna waste so much money to go there)
When we reached we realised that we are earlier than most of the workers there...haha... that's the reason we all are hungry monster...all come with no breakfast!!! had to ' REN' until lunch time ....oh no!...
Ok after listening to a briefing given by CALvin, we proceed to our respective stations and wait for the group of primary five kids to arrive our station... Our station was called CHARADE. it is a game where the kids must act or draw out the words on the cards and if they dunno , they can skip the word and take another word.. we waited for quite a long time due to we are the last two station of the whole trip.... During the waiting period, i and my friends all played the charade of course with those frens from other stations. We had quite a fun time acting and laughing and drawing... wow time flies when you are having fun!
the primary kids were so enthu.... we are so nervous.... once we asked them to sit down we started the game... omg the kids were so enthu but then we meet the DIFFICULT part... the words are hard for them.... however good thing is that we got enough words for them to play...my god i had to double check that the word they know then can give them during the limited time they have omg this realli test their luck .... i felt sorry for the first grp which get some hard words that she had to skip skip n skip...omg i think good thing that we added a lot of stupid n easy words the day before ( the day before , due to lack of words we then add stupid words in) that the words that saved them n earned points.... phew....
After the event ended, we all split out n went home to search for FOOD!
When u are in NEWater, although there is no food , but there sure is plenty of water provided...haha...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Stress?! do u?
Everything just flying ard me.... tests in all corners, tutorials and h/w are there to be rushed, remedials to attend , cca to take care of and lots of other miscellanous stuff too....Wow , so many thing just made me too stress n tired... hope those lectures will end soon n maybe i can settled down n revise the impt things...now it is just too messy but it is good as the fact that it is keeping me TOO occupied and focus on studies more instead of fooling ard like last yr.... just hope that my stress metre don't blow until A level finishes...that's all my concern now...
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Joke Of the day
I was having trouble with my computer, so I called the computer guy over to my desk. He clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem. As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?"
And he replied, "It was an ID Ten T Error."
"What's an ID Ten T Error, in case I need to fix it again?"
He grinned. "Haven't you ever heard of an ID Ten T Error?"
"No," I replied.
"Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out."
I wrote: I D 1 0 T
And he replied, "It was an ID Ten T Error."
"What's an ID Ten T Error, in case I need to fix it again?"
He grinned. "Haven't you ever heard of an ID Ten T Error?"
"No," I replied.
"Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out."
I wrote: I D 1 0 T
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Monday, January 15, 2007
My first gavel meeting!!!!!
Okay Let's talk from the booth setting up First... OMG its tiring lor.... but at least the first orientation and the first three months' booth thingy already ended...hai~ dunno what will happen during the next booth setting up lor...first setting up booth already used up my energy, brain cells, i think also my courage ... my fren was lucky tat she escape the thing that needs her courage too..good for her..but over for me liao...hope it would not happen again...hehe...(the thing is secret cos i dun wan to think about it liao..haha)
i think the first gavel meeting is considered okay at least everything goes well and also 10 person appeared although one left early and one came late a bit...haha... that day the booth thing we also got 12 jc1 sign up...wat a great effort we had put n lor n all thanks to layhao ..haha...we had tried very hard to encourage ppl to sign up u noe...woah ...many ppl once heard that the club trains public speaking skills ...they wanted to run lor...but thank god the 12 ppl still sign up.... On that meeting we had ice breakers games which is the corrected version of ' concentration' in which we are suppose to say ppl's name instead of numbers...then we also played bingo in which we incorporated the table topics into the game....n they were given prizes when they won a straight line n do u noe wat the girls' team WON!!! then One of the gavel members gave her speech too...and sb did her evaluation too...Then we all sat in a circle and talk and eat and drink...wow i realised this batch of students love to talk unlike our batch who will keep their mouth shut unless ppl force them to talk...haha...they are more sociable n love to interact..they ask those questions are quite tough n my exco member was stunned...n in the end i had to answer for them ...i had to act proffessional ...haha...but then i noe my grammar was wrong in one of the sentences i spoke haha....i tried to cover my fear....n nervousness to answer thier questions...i had to answer as i am the president...i had no choice...i am glad that i answered them welll...haha...i am proud...
in the end of the meeting , we realised that one of the jc 1 is from mjc ....wow...i was shocked..haha..but she enjoyed the meeting..i was glad n i asked her to come again if she wanted to....haha..it makes me feel great...
i was a bit scared n not relli looking forward for the next meeting cos there will be new jc2s coming in....although most of them are my freens...i think known ppl are more scarier than strangers...haha...i dunno y...mb i will see them always so scared that i will be embarassed on tat day...
That's all for the meeting !!! Hope the next meeting will be absolutely fine too!!!
i think the first gavel meeting is considered okay at least everything goes well and also 10 person appeared although one left early and one came late a bit...haha... that day the booth thing we also got 12 jc1 sign up...wat a great effort we had put n lor n all thanks to layhao ..haha...we had tried very hard to encourage ppl to sign up u noe...woah ...many ppl once heard that the club trains public speaking skills ...they wanted to run lor...but thank god the 12 ppl still sign up.... On that meeting we had ice breakers games which is the corrected version of ' concentration' in which we are suppose to say ppl's name instead of numbers...then we also played bingo in which we incorporated the table topics into the game....n they were given prizes when they won a straight line n do u noe wat the girls' team WON!!! then One of the gavel members gave her speech too...and sb did her evaluation too...Then we all sat in a circle and talk and eat and drink...wow i realised this batch of students love to talk unlike our batch who will keep their mouth shut unless ppl force them to talk...haha...they are more sociable n love to interact..they ask those questions are quite tough n my exco member was stunned...n in the end i had to answer for them ...i had to act proffessional ...haha...but then i noe my grammar was wrong in one of the sentences i spoke haha....i tried to cover my fear....n nervousness to answer thier questions...i had to answer as i am the president...i had no choice...i am glad that i answered them welll...haha...i am proud...
in the end of the meeting , we realised that one of the jc 1 is from mjc ....wow...i was shocked..haha..but she enjoyed the meeting..i was glad n i asked her to come again if she wanted to....haha..it makes me feel great...
i was a bit scared n not relli looking forward for the next meeting cos there will be new jc2s coming in....although most of them are my freens...i think known ppl are more scarier than strangers...haha...i dunno y...mb i will see them always so scared that i will be embarassed on tat day...
That's all for the meeting !!! Hope the next meeting will be absolutely fine too!!!
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Happy new yr everyone!!!
Long time no post liao ..kinda miss my blog ...haha..
Lets me talk about my new yr resolution,
of course the most impt thing is about my Alevel which is coming soon in any minute liao...haha..i noe i am a bit exaggerating but as u all noe la time flies very fast one...ok go back to the listing now:
1) Get all A's in my Alevel ( hopefuly i can but 50% i cannot la...i relli had no confident)
2) Get more achievements as my teacher today said it would be better looking for our certificates to have sth ther to show the others especially my future employer ( this i had to depends n my time schedule then cos if no excess time how to get achievements..haha..maybe gavel can help a bit )
3) to be thinner (if possible)
4) to be Smarter ( i think i am starting to write crap....haha...)
tat's all for the mean time...
Today , is my first day of school. I felt nervous as well as excited. After One month of holidays i am back into the new school and having a slightly different pose that is i am a JC 2 now. Reaching the school bus stop, i saw many new faces and they are all my juniors .... i could only say i had a weird feeling at that moment ...y ? maybe it is because last time i was first here..i also look at the Jc2 ppl with weird eyes...and now it is my turn to be stared by ppl...this is the life ..we are all growing...they are having great times at the orientation whereas us had to listen to teacher's nagging as well as today had a physic test...omg stresss !!! I heard from my fren that this time their theme is about pirates ...kinda cool but then i think last yr mine is better because it is old singers and their names ar quite shorter unlike this yr ..got wat captain Blackbeard....haha i actually forgot the name liao n simply blabbler a name...but the point i am making here is tat it is quite long la...I hope they enjoy their orientation!!!
Today ended quite early lioke ard 1.50 pm ..but then it also made me bare my hunger from early in the morning until 1.50pm...haha..wat a sacrifice today i had...
Ahh...almost forgot ... today i saw the new principal already...wow..she relli had a lot to say...haha...but not today ....i say she relli had better english skill in speaking than the previous principal...i am looking forward for wat she will be improving on our school though...
Lets me talk about my new yr resolution,
of course the most impt thing is about my Alevel which is coming soon in any minute liao...haha..i noe i am a bit exaggerating but as u all noe la time flies very fast one...ok go back to the listing now:
1) Get all A's in my Alevel ( hopefuly i can but 50% i cannot la...i relli had no confident)
2) Get more achievements as my teacher today said it would be better looking for our certificates to have sth ther to show the others especially my future employer ( this i had to depends n my time schedule then cos if no excess time how to get achievements..haha..maybe gavel can help a bit )
3) to be thinner (if possible)
4) to be Smarter ( i think i am starting to write crap....haha...)
tat's all for the mean time...
Today , is my first day of school. I felt nervous as well as excited. After One month of holidays i am back into the new school and having a slightly different pose that is i am a JC 2 now. Reaching the school bus stop, i saw many new faces and they are all my juniors .... i could only say i had a weird feeling at that moment ...y ? maybe it is because last time i was first here..i also look at the Jc2 ppl with weird eyes...and now it is my turn to be stared by ppl...this is the life ..we are all growing...they are having great times at the orientation whereas us had to listen to teacher's nagging as well as today had a physic test...omg stresss !!! I heard from my fren that this time their theme is about pirates ...kinda cool but then i think last yr mine is better because it is old singers and their names ar quite shorter unlike this yr ..got wat captain Blackbeard....haha i actually forgot the name liao n simply blabbler a name...but the point i am making here is tat it is quite long la...I hope they enjoy their orientation!!!
Today ended quite early lioke ard 1.50 pm ..but then it also made me bare my hunger from early in the morning until 1.50pm...haha..wat a sacrifice today i had...
Ahh...almost forgot ... today i saw the new principal already...wow..she relli had a lot to say...haha...but not today ....i say she relli had better english skill in speaking than the previous principal...i am looking forward for wat she will be improving on our school though...
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