Friday, January 18, 2008

Driving test finally over

Everything seems to finish in jus one day... Everything happens so fast.. THe scary hill , parking, three point turn.. As well as the on the road segment.. i think at the start of the everything.. i was damn nervous and someone even told me that i was sweating like mad... Do u know y it is so nervous.. because in front of u got so many people failing... some more the person who is lining behind was saying to his fren that that car which plat already broken is a "malang" car as so many people use that car also fail... My car was a bit bad too because when i start the car it henjut henjut a bit... but good thing at the hill nothing happen... at the parking one and dead end also very lancar... I felt bad for the person earlier than me as she fail the hill part so which means fail that segment.. After that i was thinking should i go eat or go and wait for my on the road turn.. then i say aiya go wait la.. if miss turn will give a bad impression to the marker.. then i wait and wait wah.. so long ... if i know earlier i should have gotten a lunch first... Then i was so lucky to get a nice car with aircon cos i was damn hot due to the waiting.. some more i got a handsome marker... hehe.. After the ON the road thing.. i was damn shocked of my performance.. it was the best driving i had ever done b4... haha... So close ... I got 17 out of 20 for the on the road segment,... if i get 15 will be fail..

OVERALL I PASSED .. YAHOO!!!

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Thoughts....

On 14th of jan i will be having my final training in driving car... I am not looking forward to that day... Cos i don't wan to see my teacher and make foolish mistakes again.. On 15 th jan is my test... quite nervous.. i had no confident that i can pass the test... dunno y i feel that way... maybe due to my teacher la... who always kept on say the fail word in front of me... hai~ if i really fail, i only can retake after a week or two week .. which might pass my birthday liao when i reached brunei.. thinking of this really make me feel sad and tensed because i MUST pass the test.. if not i will regret or somewhat.. AHHHH!! forget la... just take it easy la.. just leave it to my destiny..

Thursday, January 03, 2008

2nd and 3rd of jan

2nd January, 2 jam

This is my third driving lesson. dunno what to say le... Maybe as usual say by my teacher lor..
But today got one thing he say wrong about me. He raised his voice at me le... i just wanna to do what he told me b4 mah.. But after i say " aren't i suppose to do that?" in canto, he kept quiet liao.. oh my god.. phew what a close escape but i was intimidated by him lor.. Although i am a blur blur person and a bit stupid but i am not that kind u teach me to do one i will not go and do. For the last part i really can't communicate with u.. i tot u say that from those yellow lines choose one to move there and stop. I really dunno that u wan to ask me to stop on top of the yellow line. I feel very confused so i just very clearly say " i dun understand lor" then u say me again... really make me feel that i am really so stupid....

3rd January

Today he is late. So my gugu like asked him y he was SO late... then he say to my gugu that he was late because he went to put gas and also that his car is a bit " not working right". Okay When i sat on the car, he talk to me with a quite LOUD voice "我的车坏了.. 没有力. 你明白吗? 不是我要耍你. 现在还不知道可不可一去 bangi." and some more repeat so many times. i was like then how i gonna learn car in bangi.. what if we cannot come back how? good thing nothin happen to the car and i went back home safely.

At bangi, as usual learn the three exam things. go up hill, parking, dead end. Everything goes well. But suddenly the three try outs b4 we go home, things get tough at the hill. I dunno y i engine stop again. At first i am very angry at myself .. y suddenly like that... of cos my teacher say say me again.. nevermind i am quite immune liao after sitting in his car a few times... But suddenly he say something i really can't tolerate after the second try out. He said " 我说了这么多次要这样做, 为什么你就是不明白了, 为什么你像只牛呢,跟你说了还是不听进去!" i am quite angry... dunno y.. am i too sensitive? make me the rest of those things he say on the way home... i dun really wan to reply him but cannot ma.. i am not that kind so bu jiang ren qing... so just reply him with some " hehe" " shi ma " " oh " " ya lor"... He still laugh very happy at his own jokes... Oh my god ... i really will go crazy... i can choose not to see him anymore but i still need another lesson so it means had to see him again cos i think my hill part maybe is really bad as what he said la...

ITS 2008!!!


Wow... so fast is another new year .. 2008.. On this day, i am very happy and also quite sad. I am happy and very high is because i saw fireworks at 2 am which replaced the one that i didn't manage to saw it at midnight and also because very happy that my friends message me at 12 am " happy new yr, val!!!". Actually that had nothing to happy but i am really very happy because at first i wanna to wish b4 them but my phone dunno y cannot pass through.. after they message me , i had to retry at least two times to send back my wishes.

I am quite sad because i am in malaysia and not in brunei celebrating new yr with both my family and friends. Already two years not in brunei liao, at first i tot the driving lesson will not be that long.. i tot it will not last until the new yr, i am wrong maybe a bit regret of taking the lesson at this moment of time. Now my hope is to go back to brunei asap and celebrate my birthday with my family and friends.