It have been more than 2 years of stay there in seremban. The time never stops during those days. We are rushing from bj to seremban everytime, settling and start work, then end work then pack bags back to bj and exam and sem break and then the cycle jus repeat itself, never have thought of it to end so soon.
To be honest, on the day itself i never felt the emotional rush. However when uncle say goodbye and the way he shakes my hand, i felt it. I am leaving this place for good. When i come back home at bj, the pieces of memories there, kept flashing back. Although my nursing journey in IMU haven't end, but the memories as a group N108 in the clinicals have ended. Just in a day! I have never really appreciate the existence of the people around me. But today, i am proud and happy that i have chosen nursing at IMU and meet these amazing people of N108, the best colleagues ever. I wouldn't forget the brithday outings we had, the amazing food trip to ipoh and cameron, the time we went to pn kasma, pn saedah's house, ashraf's house, the weird and funny jokes moments, the time we have lots of assignments to write and all camping out late, the awesome dinners and pasar malam. I just couldn't forget each and every postings. Although i felt regret cos never got the chance to work with everyone in n108 but those that i work with are totally amazing enough to say i wish next time my colleagues would be like u guys.
As a student, i guess HTJS really moulded us into a better nurse with a lot of experience. There is no other place than government hospital that would give us more experience as a nurse and as a person in life. There are all sort of patients. I couldn't forget those weird and funny patients whom i attended. The staff although they are not friendly, we learned how to be humble and treat them very nicely even though they being mean to us. I learn to be "not easily tempered" now.
Although it had come to an end, i still have a dilemma for my nursing elective. Hai` that's my weakness, cannot make decision for myself. I have no idea what i am interested in. I guess everyone would give me this answer " SEriousLy, u sure?" I always thought that i would know what i would be interested in after the specialty postings, however i guess my interest level is static and the same for all. Really a headache. Now i would start blaming my childhood. Its been like this for very very long time already. But i believe that i won't regret in which ever part i will chose in the future cos my acceptance level is very high, but i truly hope that i can make the decision this time since this is my career something i gonna spent the rest of my life doing it.
Crazy as it seems, my student life just left with one more semester after the the semester 7 exam and after sem 8 i will be on my own. Can't believe that cos i am not that type like to be alone, i love company but i guess its time for me to move on to the next stage of my life. Jia You Valerie, new future and adventure awaits u. It might be very interesting and challenging, you will never know!
