Friday, December 28, 2007

I think this song describe my hunger for home very well..

有钱没钱回家过年

(合白)回家过年回家过年

(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭

(男独)怀揣着理想在外闯荡
酸甜苦辣不愿对人讲
美好的志向是男儿的翅膀
经历经了风雨才知生命的荣光
都说外面的世界很精彩
精彩中也有许多无奈
转眼一年又一年
我不知道是否混出了模样

(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
(我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭

(男独)孤独的灯光陪我在小巷
爱情磕磕绊绊又一天
初恋的承诺月老的红线
而今不知又栓在哪一边
身份角色来回变换是我情愿
到头来我也算终于明白
山外有山天外有天
忙碌了一年真想回家看看

有钱没钱回家过年
我知道你想衣锦把家还
(合唱)有钱没钱回家过年
家里总有年夜饭
有钱没钱回家过年
(男独)年后再折腾一番
(白)有钱没钱回家过年

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Refresh...

Looking at what seng yen wrote in his blog, many thoughts flow over my mind. i suddenly feel very sad. 可能是感触量多.
2 yrs of A level... is it a very unforgettable experience for me.
just like seng yen. 2 yrs behind me was really unexpected one.
After my O level, Daddy just ask me a question : "What do u think of Singapore? Do u want to go there and study?"
I just simply answered : "Singapore, Okay i think. Anything la."
Because of my " anything " My 2 yrs ended up in Singapore. Is it the right choice? Until now i still uncertain but one thing i know is that if u give me another chance i will still come to singapore.

Looking back this trip, i really had experience a lot 第一次.

First time leave my family - hard to do since i am a very like to stick parents one person.
First time sit airplane alone
this contribute to my first time talk to strangers
First time sit taxi
First time stay in a flat
First time stay with relatives
First time learn how to live with them - have to adapt their lifestyle
First time wash my own shoes
First time use Singapore style 'hanging clothes'
First time went shopping on my own
First time walk to school
First time lost under flats
First time do all the admin thing myself
First time got a bank account
First time press atm machine
First time take bus and go to so many places
First time change bus
First time sit mrt
First time think that love is very 麻烦
First time see so many lovers in front of me
First time someone 不睬 me for no reason
First time feel not normal
First time go kbox
First time go zouk
First time drink alcoholic drink
First time learn how to drive
First time eat cake
First time learn how to eat spicy things
First time went to hospital during adulthood
First time vomit
First time be a president
First time fail everything
First time 被人说是 a crybaby
First time went to eat lunch need to take 3 hrs to reach the eating place
First time play bluff
First time play netball
First time join a chess club competition and my opponent say 'good game' although i lost
First time play tennis
First time do all warm up exercise ( sit up 20, jumping jacks 50, another one forgot the name liao)
First time stay outside home until 2 am without tellin anyone.
First time go seven eleven
First time go Long john Silver - My fren damn like to eat them lor
First time go Hanns
First time go eat steak at Jack's place
First time sit bus into malaysia
First time make up
First time SOOOOO miss my family

i believe there are more first time than those mentioned above.
I feel that this 2 yrs really fruitful

Hope to experience more things next yr.

06S09

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Shuhui's Birthday + KBox










Recalling...

That day is a beautiful morning. We decided to go K box together. Shu hui , holly , ronale and me met up first at tampines mrt. Who noes Ronale arrived damn late. Shu hui and holly did sth to their hair which them both a new look. After ronale finally came, we went into the train and ask layhao to 'pop' in when she saw the next train reaches bedok. We scolded ronale again and told lay hao about how late he is. HAHA. After that we got shock when we heard that lisong is coming. I mean he should come wif fannie and ying zhen mah.. cos we wan to kept from shuhui that fannie is not appearing so if he appear and fannie not is a bit wierd. But good thing is that she thinks fannie is goin out with ben .. haha.. lucky..

When we reached kbox, we had to ask shuhui to go to toilet and after toilet had to drag he to shop shop to wait for holly and ronale to register for 8 instead of 7 person. HOwever we still reached the counter too early as the person ask us that is it confirm that it is 8 person. She asked us where got 8. Not Only 7 of us ma? wah.. Good thing got Ronale who kept on insist that got 8. Shuhui some more ask him to count out.. he fake fake say very fast and make shuhui confused. very funny the situation.

After that we started singing, and lisong arrived and followed by ying zhen and fannie with the birthday cake. We surprized shuhui. We sang birthday song and also take pics. We sang and sang. I realised that Layhao's voice really sound like Stephanie sun.. so nice to hear and quite high pitch one.. Then we all agree that Lisong's voice sounds like Ah Du.. haha.. very funny...lol

After that we went to eat KFC. We talk and laugh and gossip here and there.. WE even play cards until damn late... so excited when playing cards.. at first we are playing bluff and then play heart attack.. we went very very high.. i think other customers will think we really crazy liao lor... haha...

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

CHRistMAS...

Today is Christmas! Should be a happy and wonderful day to enjoy with family and frens. However, i am in malaysia.. Where my family and my frens is not here. Maybe due to that my mood seems not good. Moreover, last night i dreamt that i stay in a super grand house and i unpack my clothes in one of the many wardrobes. After thjat i went to do sth with my sis which i can't remember wat. After some time, i suddenly feel that got blood stain on my pants. So i asked my sis to cover me to get change. However i can't find my wardrobe which contains my clothes and i was told that it might be thrown away liao. I and my sis searched and searched but still can't find that wardrobe. So unreasonabler. Then I woke up from the dream liao. Guess wat? i really got menstrual.

Sometimes i really hate my dreams cos it always came true.. of cos only parts and always dejavu .. which is kind of irritating if it is not a nice dream. After taking bath we went to have lunch. It is chicken rice.After we are back, Chee wei gege asked me to go out.. but i rejected.. it is quite unlikely of him bringing me out but i dunno y i rejected such a nice offer. maybe because of my menstrual which give in convenient and also that i had no clothes to wear as my jeans' zip is spoil. After he went out i read newspaper, and fixed my jeans. fortunately it can be saved.

After a while mummy called. She asked about what i am up to and about the driving lessons. She also mentioned about my weight and diet stuff and even asked me to cut down one my meals. I had three meals only without any snacks she somemore ask me to cut down one meal. Oh my i will be hungry like hell lor. i am bit hurt. usually i am quite strong and not easily affected but today dunno y i acted like that. i think my menstrual mood swing come again. hai~ i also feel quite bad for mummy cos she asked me about my things i jus replied her with one or few words only and the rest is ' ya ' oh' .. i always like that whenever relatives is beside me.. i really dun like to talk to phone when my relatives is around no matter is in singapore or in malaysia.. i don't like... so i always can only last for a few mins. if no one , mummy always will be the one who ended the call because i will have many things to talk. haha.. weird right... that's me.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas EVE

2nd day of driving lesson on Christmas eve. Today 3 hr. Very tired. My leg today step on the oil thing step until very tired so very hurt right after practice. Maybe because today learn how to park and also come out of a dead end.

Parking really tedious la. First u need to see for the correct position. If get the position wrong some more u need to move forward or reverse to get the correct position. for this u had to press the clutch and oil for few times liao. Then u had to turn the steering all the way to the left then reverse. Reverse until a spot must stop then turn two loops to the right and then revervse again until u touches the parking box edge. Then right all the way and reverse until u reached the spot of another box edge. THen left all the way again but his time is move forward. To come out just reverse and right all the way and come out of the box by a bit then left three loops to in straight. Oh my to do all that smoothly is quite difficult lor... okay now move to the dead end part. When u reached the dead end, u first turn to right and stop. Then turn the steering all the way to the left again and reverse then turn all the way to the right and movew forward. While moving forward u need to turn back the steering wheel to the original place. so tiring liao now.. cos need to repeat that for threee hrs.

Today the car dunno y engine stop many times.. so irritating. and because of that the teacher say say me many times also. i ming ming put the same pressure and got step oil one mah.. dunno y like that sia... haiya nvm la.. jus hope next time will be better la...

22nd Dec

On this date i started my first driving lesson. He drove me around while showin me wat to step on in order to move and how to turn in another lane. See was easy and remembering those steps was not hard. However when i take charge of the car everything changes. He still instruct of wat things i should do but it seems hard for me to understand wat he means by press a bit and not so hard?? i really can't get the pressure right... haha it cause me to 'engine stop' twice right after i get on the driver seat.. so embarassing... and he scolded me for not hearing his instruction. i dunno mah.. jus now the demo he got press brek so i press brek too.. then he say he didn't ask me to brek so dun brek.. hai~i was so scared and shocked when he scold me. isn;'t it normal for someone who first hand to touch the steering to make mistakes right?

Third time, the car stop again... i was so scared that he scold me again but phew,... good thing he jus say say me only.. i was like oh my... so close ... if he really scold me again i think i might cry lor... i really know nothin about car mah and never drive before how can he expect me to react normally.

Conclusion for this day is that i really cannot understand the clucth thing and very tired and mental stress. Really dunno whether can pass or not now...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Undang Undang

Hai~ finally the scary undang undang is over liao... haha...
i was so scared that i cannot pass the colour blind thing.
i scored 46 / 50
in jus 7 minit 4 saat...
haha
u noe y i do so fast...
thats because i dunno wat is the exact period to do the test...
i scared my malay sucks then read too slow until not enough time..
who noes i do too fast liao
but realli thanks god that i PASSED!!!
Now jus need to concentrate to learn how to drive.
HOPEFULLY, everything will go fine as well.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Prom NITE~~

The night had finally come...
The night that i had look forwarded for...
Although before that received some disappointment from my frens...
I am still very excited....
hai~ for the whole nite i only had one thing to say in the end-- TIRED but FUN

On that day i wake up quite early, take bath, then start to blow my hair... hai~ my hair still curl to one side.. so frustrated... no matter how i blow it is still curl in the way that is not what i wanted it to be. After blowing my hair, i try on the clothes and took a pic of my whole body to make sure i look okay... thinking of my outfit, i feel kinda weird becos it doesn't seems like a prom dress/outfit..
nvm la.. i also cannot go for other dress... "sad"

After all those wearing and making my hair, i am all ready to meet my frens for the make up.
but the waiting time is so hard to go through... so long la... haha.. i dunno y i get ready so fast .... too excited?? haha.. maybe lor... finally reached the time we about to meet my frens...

At the Century sq, toilet.
Holly realli look different. Her shoes is quite nice u noe.. Then she gave me a comment that i look like goin for work.. oh my... but its okay la,... expected... Then we wait for shuhui to come.. shuhui is late so i and holly chatted for a while.. When shuhui come we started make up... Haha talkin about make up.. only me is being make up.. because they both make up at home ... oh my god .. This is the first time i put on foundation, blush, mascara and eye liner... oh my mascara is so scary... hahaha..i think i put very little la.. cos at halfway of the event my makeup seems to be gone liao.. people say need make up remover i no need lor.. so nice!!!!!! After make up we sat cab to grand hyatt hotel.

At the hotel,

i kept on spottin ppl to take pics like crazy person.. but mb my class too little ppl liao la... didn't get to take as many that i expect. i like the host.. he is so funny lor... he make a lot ppl on stage and create lots of laughter among us.. i like the one which is to find out who is the best dress.. the ppl is asked to choose any of the mv video that he acted... there is english one, malay one, indian one, china one and taiwan one... the most funniest one of cos is the indian one la... where he acted as the coconut tree... he even said " Don't pluck any coconuts".

The dinner was great.. let me tell u every dish la... first is the appetizer, next is the shark fin soup (like this very much), chicken, fish, prawn( sad can't eat) , mushroom plus vege, pudding.
everything is so nice..... wanna eat again...

After the dinner i move on to take pics.. forgot to say that my form teacher ms leow, say i am so different.. and i ask me whether i make my hair or not... haha.. of cos not la.. i just let down my hair nia...( hehe feel nice after hearing what she said.. )

After that i, mas, ben, okky and melati... we all went to zouk... haha.. my 1st time le./... check ic, check bag then tie sth on my hand, then inside so dark wif spot light everywhere...
After all that, we started dancing.. oh my... although the dancing part is quite nice adn very suitable for relieving stress but then my close frens are now here to shout wif me.. hai~ nvm la.. although mas is asking me to dance wif here.. her frens also wan to dance wif her.. she is jus to popular.. after the whole thing i really very regret of two thing : dance in my high heel shoe and didn't drink any alcoholic drink.

After the ZOUK thing, it is 3.00 am liao..
We walk to orchard bare foot.. u noe y la.. cos i dance in high heels make my legs really pain and a bit numb numb... haha.. so tired... finally we walk until a place where we can sit/... and mas finally decided to go to esplanade.. wow this is my first time goin to esplanade in this early of the mornin. Goin to esplanade we sat cab, hai~ should have done that earlier so i will not walk bare foot to orchard... but its too late le la... in the esplanade we sat at the river side and start playing truth and dare.. at first i dun wan to play but in the end i still join them.. haha.. after the game we ended up talkin about gossips which is given by the councillor jimmy whois mas fren from other class.. ard 6 i started to feel damn sleepy , can't really open my eyes.. at first wanna wait for them to tell me when to go home... but i am too tired until i open my mouth and ask... hai~ really cannot stay up so long.. i think this should be the longest hour that i stayed up ( about 24 hrs) oh my.. haah..

After that i can relli feel the pain when i wear my shoe and sit mrt... what a suffer... i had promise myself that i will not dance in high heels again in those pub for 3 hrs... oh my...

Thats all. I reached home at 8.00 am