2nd of May 2012

Remarkable day indeed. 

I had palpitations and worry since 2 am this morning. I actually didn't want to go back to sleep after that but i am going to have singing and dancing practice, it is better for me to sleep. hmm. and i was able to woke up early. incredible cos usually i can't hear my alarm because of too tired ( yup after exam, i am more tired than ever, lack of sleep). We also get to do amazing stuff before we took our results at 4. 

We did this:

Everyone was looking at us. We are like crazy people lying on the atrium stage.

hmmm, then those people above us, was trying to guess the words we made. 

they was like " N...1...0....8"

"Ah, i know N108"

Thanks to the crowd, we manage to spot a crooked number.

Embarrassing much.

This is for our door gift for our grad high tea. Hope it come out well. Now still cracking how to make the best of it! Wish me luck.

Things were emotional during 4 pm today. 

This time was different. All of us were exactly there to collect our results and open there and then.

We even met our lecturers in a meeting room  beside.

Once we met, They congratulate us and hug us all. The hug was so strong and touching.

Feel like crying but still able to hold it back in.

unlike my easily teared frens they do cry in the end.

All of us did great. just that some didn't met the expectations that they set for themselves.

Overall everyone was happy and glad that it was end. 

I'll definitely miss our batch, the funny, caring, emotional, crazy, food lovers group.

Hope we always keep in touch and all the best to all of u!!!

P/S Thanks for being so supportive all these years!!!!

Preparation for "here's to us"

We made some flowers deco for our grad high tea today!

How are they? pretty right, with so many colours. These are all recyclables!

 Guess which is my masterpiece?

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 Tadah my 2nd product

 My last product which is the prettiest among my three products

My first try. a bit dull due to the flowers' colour already fade. but its huge.

and according to my friends, mine is very "western" and they say i have some talent in this. Maybe i could explore this talent when i am old. haha now no time to make this my hobby.

Overall quite enjoying.

Other than this we also finish our backdrop wordings.

Last two days we also finish our singing and dancing practice. 

today finalized the umbrella dance steps.

Tomolo rehearsal  for full singing and dancing.

Go NU108

We can do this!

Nursing Elective Poster Presentation

Second day post exam

As my post title says, its my second day post exam day.
It quite sad when everything start to end soon.
These past few months, everything seems to just past by like seconds.

Where all the rushing of assignments, improvement of crapping skills with less grammar errors, collecting data for research, coming up with the write up and exam. All seems to squeeze together and now its over.
Don't really felt happy actually despite its the end. That's of course because exam wasn't that good, since its all cramp together and i wasn't writing as much as my frens do in the exam at all. felt discouraged but hope it will come out alrite in the next monday, but apparently my assignments are having good results, never expected my crapping skills improve as well as my grammer, how irony. Maybe i really good under pressure. haha but do not like the feeling at all.

Next in line, will be my graduation night. It suppose to replace the imu ball that we have miss. However, it seems that it is not going so well, especially the venue and date and seems a bit impossible to change the date. possibly we could change the venue with higher pricing or do a simple one instead ( but i suppose not everyone would agree, one is that we are poor for some of us, and secondly, we wanted it to be grant and again for some of us) It tough, hopefully it goes well.

Another thing in mind would be my future career, still stuck with Malaysia and Singapore thing. Don't like to talk about it, since it is not a nice topic to discuss because dilemma is a dilemma. Now i just hope that my results will be good enough to provide me with better options.

Okay sad things had go for now, since i am on hols.
So the first day of my hols, i started cleaning my house. ( what a tiring job getting rid of all the dust! anyway its done). apparently my shower area had created problems to my neighbour staying below of my unit. I had been told by the management that my shower area is leaking through their room. I do pity them as they couldn't on the fan nor sleep in the room, but they should tell me earlier, then i will stop showering at my room. And to solve this problem, i am suppose to water proofing as they say ( i am not familiar with this) but all i know its EXPENSIVE and my dad need to pay for it. I wonder is it possible that we could share the cost out since it is creating more problems to them that to me.

Later that night, my frens gave me a surprised visit to my home. How nice. These are some photos in the night:-

So they came for my pool as it was more huge than the vista's. We also watched "get smart" and everything ends at 12 something. We had fun playing around and chit chatting.

Then the next day, i went out with Susan Ting ( SLSTV's member). We decided to go to the KL bird Park. It was a long journey there. Thanks to the KL sentral counter guy that draw us the map. But it is not easy as it seems. As he and the others we asked along the way say " just go straight here, then u will see apa- apa park you want", i thought it was near, but not after we asked so many with the same answer. In the KL bird park, it says 5 minutes from the station, apparently walking is 1 hour plus and if you are lost, that's for sure more than that! In the KL bird park, it is quite enjoying with all kind of birds to look at, we also had the chance to see eagle feeling, flying bird feeding although we are late. We also manage to attend the show which is quite entertaining, where the MC ask what is the smallest bird in the world, someone answered " pigeon". The conclusion for the day is that we are totally exhausted and i slept very early!! Glad to have the catch up session with Susan!
These are the photos for today:-

In here, even ayam hutan had a very fancy english name!

This is the only peacock that shows us its feather and its feather is very depressing. but Thanks anyway!

Long time no see my dear blog.

All the events i had been through is quite sad these days. Although there is laughter and all, there are more not so nice feelings deep down. I guess this is the time of our life where we are leaving another group of people again and move towards the next stage of our lives. Farewell again. Stress of the final exams of the last lap for this time its the uni life. I have blurred vision of the last experience. but i can feel the same dilemma. because we need to make decisions again. hate it but its seems unavoidable.

Many not so nice events happen, i don't remember most of it, so let bygone be gone. Many happy events also happened but still it is not in my brain either. what i have done this year? seems so lost. other than doing assignments, less hangouts with frens, less communicating with parents and family. Looking at computer also i don't feel like doing anything. This year my best activity is sleep. but it seems that sleeping makes me even more fatigue. hai~ what a life. 

Nursing elective was fun. Nursing non elective was less fun, apparently my frens will get more fun than me as they were chosen to go trip to thailand. It is not that i was jealous. It is obvious that not everyone can go, so there is nothing to be jealous about. Just hope that staying back, got better things for us to do instead of rotting in the meeting room. I don't want my report to be so empty that nothing worth to write in it.

It time to find work, so scary. time to repay ur parents, so scare too. my third sis also coming out, dunno what she will pick, stress for her, cos she dunno what she like ( seems like it is my last experience) but i also dunno how i ended in nursing, maybe she will end up in something she don't know too. Just hope that it won't makes her felt regret that's all.

All well, life is fun when we are with lots of ppl, when i am alone, i felt sad just because all the bad things will start to appear in my brain.

bye bye