Thoughts

Busy busy busy.

Now it is the time i had for myself for dreaming.

i guess building castle is always easy to do as long as u had the time.

But to make it real. that's the hard part even though u had the time.

Theres a lot of ideas that going thru my head that i wan to do to this and that to make it my hobby. to make some difference in my life instead of purely work, study, family.

I wan something for myself. Some accomplishments that please my mental.

I guess these days i felt myself very disorganized and end up feeling that my luck is not there at all.

I guess this is pre depression symptoms. wanted to let go of everything and jus purely do nothing.

Oh well.

My Life is so uneventful.

Life is short some more.

Clock is ticking.

When i got time, the mood is not there.

I guess i need someone to give me a lesson or two on time management.

A Conclusion for JAn and Feb 2011

New Semester - impression wise, tough sem, more work, less time as usual. Lecturers speed during class to finish everything they should be finishing. so they come and go very fast. Not many lecture notes, but need to do lots of reading (which i hate and no time to do so) and need to brush up writing skill. Practising OSCE (during every break -RUSH too), Malaysian studies- hmmm never knew a teacher with much passion and interesting just talking about history. It reminds me of my brunei history teacher ( she know a lot but monotone in teaching but still i had a liking for histroy dunno why)

BIrthday - wonderful. SLSTV's video. My Fren's Treat. Steamboat with sis. Grateful 22nd Birthday.

CNY- Four House visits this time. but less angpaos without cousin brothers' presence. This time my grandfather was being force to stay at KL for four days, that's improvement! This year's CNy made me realised that we are getting closer as relatives. and some secrets are being revealed ( creepy better nt to know). I got to learn a new game. called san guo sha. Basically AIM the emperor!

MOCK OSCE - erm. i guess need to brush up. and don't let us disappoint ourselves mind the teachers.

Class Test- Too rush cos it is right after CNY, which the period i don't do anything. i even forgot what they taught me before the hols. DAmn NOT GOOD. So i guess this class test, i can't expect much.

Seremban- a place i soon to be. Hopefully better experience than the last time!

The First post after NY

After looking at my fren's comment on OSCE, i would like to say something. When it comes to OSCE, no matter how many times u practice the steps. Nervousness really can disrupts the whole thinking sequence. Every one procedure JUST before the buzzer sound , i was like aiyah, i should have done this and that but i already told the examiner i finish can't repeat right? Next time, i won't bother about the time anymore, for sure. damn it. It is not only sad that i know where the mistakes are during the osce itself. but it hurts when it comes to lecturers thinks that we didn't practice. i know we are not competent at all, but we did make an effort. To all ignore me, for being so not professional here in fb. Hope u all understand that this is jus for preventing from getting unwanted depression (touchwood)