Long time no see my dear blog.

All the events i had been through is quite sad these days. Although there is laughter and all, there are more not so nice feelings deep down. I guess this is the time of our life where we are leaving another group of people again and move towards the next stage of our lives. Farewell again. Stress of the final exams of the last lap for this time its the uni life. I have blurred vision of the last experience. but i can feel the same dilemma. because we need to make decisions again. hate it but its seems unavoidable.

Many not so nice events happen, i don't remember most of it, so let bygone be gone. Many happy events also happened but still it is not in my brain either. what i have done this year? seems so lost. other than doing assignments, less hangouts with frens, less communicating with parents and family. Looking at computer also i don't feel like doing anything. This year my best activity is sleep. but it seems that sleeping makes me even more fatigue. hai~ what a life. 

Nursing elective was fun. Nursing non elective was less fun, apparently my frens will get more fun than me as they were chosen to go trip to thailand. It is not that i was jealous. It is obvious that not everyone can go, so there is nothing to be jealous about. Just hope that staying back, got better things for us to do instead of rotting in the meeting room. I don't want my report to be so empty that nothing worth to write in it.

It time to find work, so scary. time to repay ur parents, so scare too. my third sis also coming out, dunno what she will pick, stress for her, cos she dunno what she like ( seems like it is my last experience) but i also dunno how i ended in nursing, maybe she will end up in something she don't know too. Just hope that it won't makes her felt regret that's all.

All well, life is fun when we are with lots of ppl, when i am alone, i felt sad just because all the bad things will start to appear in my brain.

bye bye