A New Year!

It was so fast. another is gone behind me.

Things hadn't been changing. Same old routine. Semester start ends, holiday start and end.

Well. i should say although this is the longest holiday i had among the semester break. but it seems that i had the most boring-est last week of holiday. Well at least for the four weeks i didn't waste it.

Spent the first week earning some little cash ( not much) then Spent hols in singapore and genting for another two weeks with family. (nice feeling always whenver u are with family) miss those gatherings as i am getting older, lesser time to be spent with family.

Semester 6. Can't believe i am half way thru my degree course.

Soon i will end my studies. No intentions to end them as i know earning money is hard.

But another half of me wanted it to end because, u know, spending money that is not urs don't give me nice feeling.

Hopefully this semester i will work harder ( always hope as usual .. haha...) and get better results. Be more initiative to get more knowledge. (i am just too lazy)

Just like what the newspaper said i read today, we are not just starting a new year, we are waving a whole decade goodbye. Getting older and older and things around are kept on changing. I wonder why i don't change much. i felt disappointed too. since i start my dieting program. it seems that it came to plateau stage. hai~ i guess because i am blessed staying in a family that doesn't lack of food. i was fed well during the hols so my weight also stagnant no drop since the seremban posting end. so sad. but hopefully soon it will drop again. and i SO wanna change closet. hai~ but one thing also i felt not that satisfy is that mySKIN. It is deteriorating, hai~ when will it stop giving me headache.

Conclusion. Not much of resolution. Much of awaiting of new changes. like new relationships maybe ( am i too desperate? haha)

Happenings Post EXAM!

1. Swimming. (So often recently)

2. Went for a drink at late night.

3. Part timing.

4. Got a 14 days trial at Celebrity fitness. ( haven't went there yet, time constrain)

5. Dieting! (ongoing thing!)

6. Window shopping ( no money to spent but wan to shop)

Hari Raya at Pn Kasma and Saedah house

Rusty pics + new pics in my phone

Ipoh- tanjung rambutan posting ended just a split second!

It is just so short.

So meaningful.

But i am too tired to comment yet.

Thanks to two assignments! i really go all out this time.

Time management VALERIE!! remember that next time.

There is only one sentence to describe the whole posting ( 2 weeks)

People with mental illness is not that scary, they may be shouting, saying nonsense, saying things that we don't understand but think twice, don't we also do the same? So conclusion, don't be afraid of them. Show empathy. And they love COMPANY!! and they are sometimes nicer than the real society, with innocent hearts!

I am awaiting for a change.

Am i up to the challenge?

Am i able to survive the Change?

Sunway Giza

Found this new place in kota damansara.

Sis introduce to me this sat.

Nice place to hang out.

But not a place to spent money. nanti got lubang.

A lot of restaurant there.

Amazing.

next time got money and wanted to eat something nice.

should spent here.

Considered myself a person that attracts "SCAM" lucks!

hmm.. at the end of the story u and i won't know if i really kena scam or not but personally thinks that it is 80% sure. Because i didn't give in in the end so i am not sure is it a scam or not. but according to them, they do appear on TV >> NTV7 and newspaper.

Oh well. i reached bukit Jalil station after a hectic work shift plus the squeezy KTM. I am very tired and rush out to the lane where i can see taxis and cars. and waiting for my sis to come fetch me. There this guy, coming towards me, offering some kind of bookmark like thing, when i haven't even got time to rest from the KTM chaos. He was telling me that it was free, take it.. My brain wasn't functioning at all due to fatigue, so my brain analyse it as a guy away a advert paper, since he still insist me taking it after a few rejections. I took it then and wanted to walk away. but he stopped me. He said to me, u got to open it. I was " what?! do i have to? i am SUPER tired to do anything." in my brain.. He helped me to open. tearing the dotted area and TADAH, the inside!

Okay what now? grey colour spot inside. He was asking me whether do i go to jusco or something, i was like " no, too busy these days."

After awhile he took out a card, and he try matching the colour. Okay i was looking too..

Okay grey is .... SPECIAL FREE GIFT. i was " okay so?"

He was shaking my hands saying " HEY, u WON a FREE GIFT! okay do u know that one gifts might be a car?" he was trying to show me phamplets to me and also pictures showing that people also got this. but i am so lucky to get this.. bla bla.. he said that i must go to the company now to get the gift if not it will expires. i was like " now?? and WHERE???"

He say must at that moment plus due to this is the first time i kena special prize so i can sure get the prize.

He offered to me to get a taxi and go there straight. I was like " My sister is fetching me now, can i go later or something?"

He was like " no must go now if not cannot get the gift." He grabbed another friend who seems to be the boss. He was like congratulating me.. If got the prize must belanja me KFC a.. i was like i haven't get the money yet dude.

So i called my sister up. Thanks god beside her she got guy friends. SO i ask her to ask her fren to come along.If i do not need to pay anything just to take picture for them to put in newspaper i don't mind and since got people following me there.

However due to my sis was slightly late. this guy were pursuing me to take taxi. He say faster mah. I ask the boss. "I can wait for my sis right?" he say can. i don't like him.

He showed the way to their company. then we went up lor. It was freaky. the lift was old. and when we reached there, got security buttons and WOW man, there are lots of men inside and all are smoking. Oh my god this place is giving me goosebumphs. then we were sent to a room, where we saw this woman sitting on a table. It is freaky too.

So she start explaining. First listing the gifts. 1 car but cukai got to be paid urself. then 2 electric appliances X RM 10000, then 3 is flights to bali, australia, japan. if i can't travel they can give me cash. hmm seems tempting. Okay i tot they will scan my ticket and i was looking forward to the gift i can get. But she start saying about GST tax. She said " u mac and kfc got govt tax right, even this also got tax because our company's income is based on this tax to run." So the amount of tax u need to pay is like RM 5600. I was like " need to pay one meh??" She say" its like this, for this tax right, u need to pay me only when u got this prize. however before i scan the ticket and see which are u getting, u need to prepare RM 5600 and write down all the serial number of the moeny and give me a list of them to me for evidence. After the serial no is given to me, i can then scan the ticket and know which give u getting and then if u get for example the smallest gift is also RM 14000. We will cut the from here u still get a balance of 8000 something so u have nothing to lose."

We argued for awhile as i don't have 5600 now. ATM pun tak ada. So how?

She kept thinking we had the wrong idea, kept explaining.

Finally she get what we meant, okay maybe u can give me half of the 5600's serial number first?

I and my sis don't think it is right, so tipu tipu sikit, saying that we are not interested but interested. and thinking that we should tipu and go down to the bank. When reached the bank then say don't wan the gift.

Okay did i kena scam or not? i pun tak tau!

END of RAYA!

Tomorrow going back to SEREMBAN!

hmmm, the tiredness don't seems to go away!

Not because i done much, i think i done too much repeated stuff ( u know what i mean if u are around me all the time)

All well, at least i rested.

It time to back to work!

Back to serve people!

Passion

hmmm

i always wanted to really understand this word.

I realised that this is the most important thing and it is lacking in me.

I sometimes think that maybe i only lack of passion in some things.

But as i get older i am not that passionate to any of the things around me.

I become very NOT ambitious.

No passion in everything i do.

that's why there no much improvement in my progress

Although i realise that , when did i lost it. and how can i get it back?

Paediatric Ward (medical)

Inspired to write this post after reading my senior Venus's post about this ward.

hmmmm actually i didn't intend to write about this week's experience because i don't really like it.

After reading the blog post, i found somebody that had similar thoughts about this ward. not all but almost all.

It is not that i don't like children. It is jus that i forgot how to play with children. Recallin, Last time i was sort of "PRO" in dealing with children, but as time past, the lesser the children population around me. Things Change. I expect a 12 years old to be more mature. I expect children to tell me what they wan instead of me guessing it. Oh well, i need to face the truth too, i am old and rusty now.

Just like what venus said. i do nothing but to take vital signs and wait for another round. and play with newborns ( which are easier to please) Other than that i doesn't feel like getting involve with toddlers nor children. Scream is not the scary part, Dunno how their brain works is the Problem. They doesn't need to catch a breath when crying, when feeling discomfort and THey will do whatever they can to get u out of their sight. but when they are feeling fine as they are healing, totally changed, clinged on u and wanted to play with u. I am confused.

I don't think i am like that when i am sick. I am shy all the way.

I think i need more time to adapt instead of only two weeks.

Sigh, With parents beside them 24-7, makes me dunno how to interact with the child more openly/casually. There is barrier from my side. U know la, child is the most precious thing for the parents.however, those i seen in the ward this week is harsh to their child. Forcing them to drink water. hitting (softly) on the cheeks for not drinking. Some didn't show love to their child. giving maggi and keropok to 18 month old child. OMG O-O. dunno what to say. This particular parent i should say is that she had too many children until she do not appreciates them at all.

Some parents really love the children until the child can do anything to him (father) for example combing his short hair making it into ponytail. What a scene. Can't imagine my dad to let me do that. Too little discipline i should say to this family.

Hopefully next week in the same ward i'll be more active. and get my case. and be more brave to face both the parents and child.

CHEERS!

Taken from Venus's blog:

"Paediatric Ward by venus

One week is all it takes to kill me but I still have two more weeks with these living thing we call 'children'. That means by the end of two weeks, I'll be worse than dead. I dread vital signs soooo much. I just have to walk near them and they will start screaming. Putting the thermometer under their arms was like stabbing them continuously with a jagged edge dagger. Taking their blood pressure is as if I'm breaking their bones and crushing their flesh. So what do I do after vital signs as 9am? Nothing. You want me to go talk to them? Play with them? Please...I just want the ward to be quiet until the next vital signs.

What's the most upsetting event? Parent thinking I'm tormenting her precious 11th child. I'm like...gimme a break. I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do. I'm not going to be gentle and gugu gaga with your child when she's all violent and abusive. Medication has to be administered. Then? Tak payah give? Who's gonna give? Doctors? Right. You slowly wait la. Then ask why can't discharge home, why haven't recover, why this why that. Yee...over protective parents make me...what's the word? Loya. Yeah, that's the word. This is one heck of a ward I find tougher than psychiatric ward. Children...argh!!!

What is my consolation? The gay doctor is in my ward! Yay! I was thrilled to see his oily hair after a year until I realize he is gay no more. Hmm...people changed huh? He is more funny when he's gay. Lol...no names here. Another interesting thing is to watch a lady administering asthma puff to her baby with a chamber. The 6 month old child lying oblivious on the soft bed. The lady jab the chamber abruptly onto her tiny face, sent her frail body sinking into the bed. Her tiny hands were all over the place. Lol..."

Facebook | 几分钟电话里的电话，你有什么感想？

高中：

我：妈，没钱了，打点钱吧。妈：多少？我：200爸：给300吧，钱多放点，当心身体。我：那我上课了，早点给我打钱。第二天，账上多了500快。

大一：

我：妈，我想家了。妈：啥时候回来？爸：缺钱了吧，爸给你打。我：没，不习惯，就是想家了。爸妈：恩，放假早点回来，早点买票，当心身体。爸后来告诉我，打完电话，妈哭了，非怪我爸，当年任由我自己选了这个不熟悉的城市。

大二 大三

妈：你很久没打电话了，忙什么呢？我：事情多啊，没时间哎。

爸：***想你了，她一个人在家，没事多打打电话。我：知道了，最近忙呢，有时间再打。爸：什么时候的车，回头来接你。我：不用了，今天留在县城了，再同学家吃饭。妈：我做了一桌子的菜呢，咋又不回来了。我：难得回家和同学聚聚嘛。妈：你也难得回家，我们半年才看到你一次啊。终于到家了，吃饭时间已经过了，饿得很，冰箱里满满的菜，几乎都没动过，老妈说，你不在，你爸喝酒都没有心思。

实习：

我：妈，实习太苦了，我要回家。妈：回家，歇着，养得起。爸：回家，你爸还能干活呢，连你都养不起，我白混了。他们的话，让我很没志气的跑回家躲了很多天。

实习到东北：

妈：最近还忙啊，吃饭了没有啊。我：很忙呢，随便吃了点面。妈：不能光吃面，要有营养的，哪怕到外面点个菜吃。我：恩，知道了。过年回家，院子里晒了N多干货，香肠，家里N多腌制的鱼肉。老妈说，这些不烦神，直接就可以烧了吃了，比吃面条好多了。她冬天手都是开裂的，那些腌肉，都是用盐细细码好的。

现在：

我：妈，等我稳定了你出来玩吧，我现在有钱了。妈：你能有几个钱，外面花费那么贵，省着点。我：我真有钱了，你来也有地方住。妈：我还得照顾你爸呢。老爸是离不开老妈的，我知道，老妈永远是个操劳的命。

每天一个电话，就那么几句话，以至于我觉得老妈都烦了。前天太忙几天没给家里电话，昨天打回去，刚响，老妈就接了，问冻着没，问吃饱没，问累着没？我以为每天都有电话，没有那么多话说的，其实她一直在等我的电话。

每次回家，桌上总有那么些个你喜欢的菜。每次聊天，他们总是会问问，吃饱没，穿暖没，累着没，而我们很少或者根本没有问过。他们曾今是天，说一不二，你从不能违抗。可是现在，他们都听你的了，你说什么都是对的了。因为他们老了，他们开始寻求依靠了，而他们这辈子，拥有的只有我们。多打打电话吧，三分钟的时间真的没有那么难挤出来。可以和爱人一天一个小时，也请给他们三分钟的时间吧。问问今天忙些啥，问问今天吃写啥，就像当年他们问我们的一样，他们不会像我们那样，觉得烦了。

记得有一次跟朋友聊天，朋友说："就按我一年回家5次算，保佑咱爸妈能活到100岁也就还能见他们200多次，真少！"我努力地连搬指头带思考地想了想，确实！

看到这篇日志，我默默流泪，所以就转了。不是我多愁善感，是咱欠爸妈的太多，太多... ...



BBQ thanks to the chefs!

BIG thanks to CALVIN, SU YEE, AMY and the rest who work hard for the food making process especially the charcoal and smoke part. GREAT WORK!

PICTURES will show u the nice moments of the night!

I took pictures with RAchel's lovely camera, makes me wan to buy one. sadly no CASH!

1st week in SCN~

Haha. i am back in KL again! but only for the weekends nia.

After that got to get back and deal with a new setting. this time is gonna deal with kids.. hmmm i dunno whether can handle them or not le?

Oh well let's get back to where i been to in this week!

SCN special care newborns.

newborns are everywhere.

There are three rooms for newborns.

1st incubator babies which is jus born.

2nd room, the most stable babies.

3rd room, phototherapy room for jaundice babies.

This is the first time i handle babies. the last time i guess is when i was still very young holding my sisters... hmm doesn't consider know how to handle cos i am a big baby at that time too.

Babies is actually very easy to take care. because they only had a few concerns. COLD, HUNGRY, POOPOO, PAIN, DISCOMFORT And the only way to tell us adults are to cry!

It is annoying in the sense that every baby had different type or should i say different sound of cry. Some have High pitch especially preterm babies and it is very irritating to the ear u know and when they really cry very hard it is very painful to hear.

Only one baby gave a cry that i from the day i live until now i think it is a normal baby cry. maybe because she is older.

Today a lot of baby cry. First of all because they were being 'poke' by doctors for blood taking. So when we are trying to bath them, they were shaking and crying continously upon touch. So pity them. Next thing is that the baby is on tube feeding so they feel very hungry as nothing goes thru the mouth and goes straight to the stomach. So need to feed them a bit of milk in the mouth to make them stop crying.

Holding the baby is so nice but they were so heavy to hold unless u are holding preterm one. They are so soft and delicate and very nice to touch ESPECIALLY the hair!!! OMG love the hair and FACE. but some babies do have peeling skin which is slightly rough but overall is SO CUTE with the eyes big big and hands and feet small small. LOVES them.

Compared with my friends experience in other wards me with the babies is the best!!!!

SEREMBAN TIME AGAIN!

BORING!!! yet the most worthy place to go for LEARNING.

1) Looking Forward to there?

Nope.

2) Isn't this time u will be going for speciality posting?

YES. interesting.

3) Then why not interested then?

ERm, i guess being an observer not that interesting.

4) What u like about the posting at the moment?

i guess the OT gowns i going need to wear in the SCN and labour ward. It is nice to wear something that the anaesthesia and surgeons are wearing. and something other than my white uniform. hmm but i don't like the colour, cos it is dull grey. i like bright colours like light blue and light purple.

Let's talk about the deparments that i am going.

( this is what i think before i see the ward. shall post on what it is the real feeling about each ward later hopefully got time to do so plus if i am not lazy)

First up i will be going to SCN

Which stands for Special Care Newborns!!!

NEWbornsss... scary to be the place to go u know, they are so fragile, so small, and delicate, easily slip of ur hands as their skin is super soft ( that's what my lecturer say la, haven't hold newborn yet)

Should be interesting seeing incubators ( boxes that baby will stay in) and putting our two hands into the box and do everything for them that way.. hmm interesting right... not easy u know.. the movement are so restricted making me so cacat. ( why i know cos tried on our skills lab incubator.

Nice thing about this ward too, i will be wearing the gown i mentioned earlier with CROCS shoe (not real but still nice to wear!!!!) !!!

Look forward to do assessment for the newborns, reflexes is so amazing!

" When u are born, u know nothing but SUCK!"

Next up,

Medical and Surgical Paediatrics WARd

Where all the children are...

Hmmm it seems fun but then i don't like to play with nor watch sick children and force them to take medications which it SEEEMS VEry THe HARD!!

Plus parents are always very concern about the children, being incompetent now is not very nice and hard to make them feel that it is safe to handle their children..

So we'll see how it goes in the ward. Hopefully NICE!

After paeds,

All is about WOMEN during PREGNANCY. or shall i put it all about REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM!!

First will go to LABOUR room,

hmm not fascinating, cos will see all the BLOODy SHOW! plus all the shouting , crying , tension and STRESS!

But still look forward, because never seen a real live giving birth scene so YEA look forward although it is disgusting in some point or another.

We had great fun in cosplaying it in the skills lab so i think not that bad in the real situation. How bad could it be? Who knows?

After labour roon i'll be heading to gynaecology deparment..

hmmm people may wonder is the patient there all pregnant?

NOpe. This is a ward for people who had problems with reproductive problems, ranging from Amenorrhea to Ovarian cancer.

Will see different side of women, where more sad case will be in here Cause ONLY PROBLEMS come here.

It is more of what we do in the Med-Surgical Ward.

It is more of How u handle Grief and history taking. Challenges are to handle EMOTIONs. Why? Is hard to tell the women that she can't get pregnant or u need abortion. (for example)

My last stop will be in Maternity Ward.

hmmm, this is about monitoring, health education...breastfeeding (challenge, we need to teach ppl when we ourselves cannot feel the problems that they might be facing.. hard to empathize)

Not very interesting but still Something new so wait and see. might have something interesting appear!

AFTER SEREMBAN, We will be heading to IPOH, Mental health and psychiatric WARD. hmm the MOST interesting of all.

Experiencing something that we never gonna experience in Seremban hospital.

Hopefully i don't get too high with the activities there.

Institutional nursing, first time, so i wonder how it likes. I might Like it. or Hate it.

I finally tried banana leaves ( the best one somemore)

Thanks to praveena, the introducer.

It is a place that is look more like a house style eating area.

The workers there are very friendly.

This is the first i tried indian food.

and i am not a person who likes the spices especially SPICY part.

But truthfully, it TASTES damn good.

but i think due to i don't usually don't take Spicy food plus that my food doesn't mixes alot..

my stomach seems to fight with me..

i eat damn slow.. eat two full mouth of rice, i need to wait for my tongue to accomodate the spicy.

it doesn't spice when u eat at first but when u eat a lot the hotter it gets..

i like the currry... plus the chicken and mutton but the mutton really kills me, SO HOT yet so nice!!!.

hmmm and at night, we went to a place called "da shu xia" (UNder the Big Tree)

Wow, the hokkien mee , lor mee, fried mee hoon, NOT BAD eh.

next time will try to eat there again but erm due to it is at night saw a rat... maybe next time will taupao only... but aiya rats in malaysia is inevitable especially beside hawker stall.

Nice food marathon...

this morning my friend somemore cook spaghetti for me...

So xin fu...

Thanks to kk..

But since when i go back to my own home, the food hmm not good dy..

i try to cook dang yuan (not man made, frozen one) then i cook too long. it became so fat and sloppy..

hai~ still need to finish by myself, " stupid me"

huo gai.

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Friendship is a weird thing too.

There are many frens of mine are having internal fights.

Because of they care each other too much..

Which makes small things became the barrier to get back together, forgive each other.

It is not necessary to be like that.

I am happy for one pair of my frens as they finally resolved and get back together as BFF.

But another one is still in a fight.

I hope things will get well for them as well.

It is not worth it to lose a fren that both parties care for each other.

MISUNDERSTANDINGS and MISCOMMUNICATION only mah.

Jus talk it out people.

You'll regret if u lose this relationship.

Human is a MAZE itself.

Today my friend read the newspaper on the topic about " how people communicate? Do u know the real meaning behind them?"

This is the real world.

Everyone don't always speak what they really meant.

They always put it the way that is nice to hear.

Sometimes it is because don't want the person who hears it too hurt.

But most of the time is because they wan u to get the message and others can't hear it.

Every person is Selfish. I don;t deny that because it is the truth everyone is selfish and are protective of themselves in all ways.

And this friend one mine, says that she don't understand.

Of cos, she still in the innocent stage.

But i should say, it is nice to stay innocent although u might be confused and feel weird.

Trust me, it is better than u understand what they meant,

It really HURTS plus u'll never trust people that easily and u will see this world another way.

TI-RATANA (head lice Eradication!)

Great Success by N108 in Nurses day 2010....

Happy Nurses Day
2010
to
N108
& all Nurses!!!
Chinese dancing group...

Indian Dancing Group

Malay Dancing Group

Cake Cutting Ceremony without the N108 inside.

its sad since we are the organizer.

BEHIND THE SCENES.....

Great Job everyone!

Pics on Chap GOh Mei ( finally)

The ChefS

Process of Cooking

Ta-dah! Our N108 Chap goh Mei dinner.

This is SO yummy. The best YU Shang EVER!

this fish had story.
We wanted "nain nian you yu"
so we need it to be complete but then it came out out uncook
so we need to dissect its head n tail...
but before it went for dissection,
we took a complete pic of it..

Maria Made this jelly and Kelly is cutting it.
Taste good. but we acted like it is not good to scare maria..
maria was going to throw for one second if we didn't tell the truth...

This game is weird..
It is not weird since i play it. it is called PASS in my school.
I said it is weird that my fren played it differently.
She called it " the 7th grade PIG game"
This is how the game works,
U pass the card as usual.
once u get 4 cards of the same number,
U hit the middle and everyone follows, and the last person to hit the middle will lose.
The person lost that set of game will be upgraded to 1 grade pig.
and 1 grade pig can talk to anyone but the humans which is the 0 graded pig were not suppose to talk to the 1 grade pig. because if u talk to them automatically upgraded to the same level.
So after SO many rounds i was still human..
it was torturing..
COZ i can talk to no one!!!!!!!!!
So i kept iniviting humans into the game. but they don't last.
And those tricky pigs.. kept eyeing on me..
I became pig at last at the last few rounds cos i didn't pay attention.
It was Fun afterall..

Lil update.

Such a long time didn't write blog...
it seems that i was very busy and no time to give it to here...
one assignment left...
Nice feeling that only one left.
Going to start it next week.

Haven't got to update the pictures that i wanted to upload the last last time..
i guess.. today oso no time to do so.

After 2 months in seremban, i ended up having sorethroat and flu..
So determine to have more rest this weekend.
So CIAO~

Updates!

First week staying at seremban.
Lots happen there.
First it is the house we stayed. SUPER nice to stay in compared to last time where we need to share the place with rats. ewww. so now it is haven't and stayin wif super nice Uncle.
Things had been busy in the ward.
Last day of the ward was my first time seeing a patient dying in front of me.
It was sad.
Especially when u saw the whole process.
It is called "AN LE" die i suppose.
It is a bit saddening when i told the doctor " could u look at the patient, she seems to not breathing"
I know she had cheynes stroke respiration ( which is breath for a while, stop, then breath again) but that one was a bit long. plus she vomited and with cold extremities, something is wrong.
and the doctor jus treat me like the family member, screen us. and told me, " okay this patient is DNR - do not resusitate. so we can't do much for this patient, we can't do CPR all that stuff. do u understand? if we resusitate her she will be suffering."
of cos i understand. but don't treat me like the patient's family le.
It made me sad. it made me feel " hello she is still alive and u told me this?"
So it was clear that she was DNR case. So i jus clean up my stuff and leave the patient.
After i finish cleaning, my fren told me that the patient had died. my fren even cried.
i on the other only feeling sad and feel like a tear in the heart.
We clean up the patient. unknowingly, i felt like there is a smile in her face. am i hallucinating?
yea, i am. at that point it made me recall back that she was still moving her hands so vigorously the other day. now. silent. everything is so silent. It is that calm for one to die? i am still in dilemma.
Okay i think this will be a full stop to this event.

since i come back from seremban for the weekend. i suppose i should update my blog on certain topics before seremban postings:
1) chap goh mei dinner
2) MAB and kidney center visiting
3) Poster presentation.

CNY in KL

This is the first time my whole family decide to celebrate our cny in KL and did an open house to our relatives.

Didn't imagine that coming but yea, it came to be quite a success.

Although we have not much to offer. Small space and such.

So the whole CNY i was like went to my relative open house.

Didn't get to see my grandpa though. cos he didn't came out from setiawan and neither do we went in.

Cos we initially tot he will come out.

All my father's sister and brother is all present.

The second generation with family not here. hehe all went to wife's hometown.

so it is basically Lee's family gathering from cny eve to cny third day.

CNY eve= Uncle lawrence's house. Fastastic feast. chinese Style. Watch a fantastic Kicking Movie.

CNY First day= Auntie Meilan's house. So Crowded with ppl. Get to eat mian xian. NICE :P

CNY Second Day= Went to explore melaka. What a hot weather there. End up cramp legs due to sudden change of car seats' condition. Got a blister as present from melaka. :( its healing now.

CNY Third day= My Open House. Make full use of my condo facilities. Had variety of meal from KFC >>Pizza>> Sushi>>Spaghetti>> Lasagna>>Tang Yuan>> Chinese cooking >> Got a speacial meat one dunno call what red red in colour. nice too.

CNY Fourth day= Went to Lou sang at Subang's Kopi Shop. Nice taste. Mmm. never knew lou sang can taste so much better than the one in my memory. And of course ate lots of other yummy food too. Loves Boxing chicken. but cannot eat too much. Fattening.

Fifth Day= My Dad and Mum and Sis Went back to Brunei early morning. So it is basically end of CNy with family.

Sixth Day= Went to susan's place to visit her. Did lots of crazy thing. not to mention here.

Seventh Day basically SLeep and rest. Cos very tired. dunno y le. Maybe feel sad due to the end of cny hols?

Awaiting CNY 2010!

hmm..

Say awaiting oso didn't really awaiting la.

Cos after cny i got test le.

Sad.

Sad because this yr, dragon won't be lucky.

Everything not very good.

But still awaits it, because sure got hong baos.

:)

Cameron Highland. (written)

That day we all woke up @ 4am and departed at 4.20pm

Everyone in the car is sleepy.

As Some of us didn't sleep last night.

I sleep late last night and wake up at 3.30.

However this doesn't make me sleepy.

But instead, very HIGH.

I guess it is excited.

So we singing in the car. chatting. talking nonsense.

We are quite hungry as the car move until half way thru the journey.

ALong the way we stopped by for toileting.

This is the pic outside the LOO.

After the toileting, we continue journey with faster speed.

As we are all hungry.

We took some pics in the car. when we saw got some sunlight.

Camwhoring.

We stopped by ipoh for breakfast.

We ate dimsum for breakfast. Sorry no pics.

But it taste ok.

My fren say it is newly renovated but the taste is not as good as b4.

Oh.. I wished i could taste the old taste.

but all well

The cha siu bao still very nice though.

but sadly i was restricted to makan one piece nia.

Heading towards CAmeron.

Along the way i bit high.

Ended my head out in the window.

I purposely change seat with maria for the seat so that i could put my head out and won't be banged by the cars and lorries.

Had great fun playing with it.

First Stop at the Boh Tea centre.

Had a Scroll around its factory.

Nice smells of tea leaves everywhere.

A lot of ppl is here.

CROWDED.

Ate an icecream here.

Nice View.

Jus too bad too many ppl until no where to sit.

Plus not enough fresh air to spare.

Went to bukit binchang.

Hehe. hopefully i didn't mention the wrong bukit name.

Got a part of the bridge it broken.

Had hard time crossing it.

Climbing the hill was tough. it was damn high.

At the peak, we wanted to go further but there was two guy saying that there is all tanah runtuh. Not advisable to go.

Cause it will flood ur whole leg plus spoil our beautiful shoe.

So we went back down the hill

Cross back the hole.

We had lunch after the hiking.

We ate at May Flower.

Nice restaurant.

Wif Nice food.

After that we went to the highest BOH tea area.

Less PPL

Took 1 hour to reach up there.

Wow. these really kills me more.

I panted a lot to climb this mountain.

But WORTH it!!!

The view is Breathtaking!!!

Nest we headed to strawberry park and this house.

This house is actually what we wanted to book.

but FULL house

So we asked permission to have a look.

OH MY GOD>

So damn nice.

Nice view, nice garden.

Nice house.

Jus that it is a bit small.

Love their swing.

NExt Morning.

Went to strawberry Park.

Didn't pick own strawberry but ate their dessert.

Stawberry ice.

Nice.

Made from real strawberry. I can taste the seed within me.

There are VEGES!!

We bought a lot!!!

I bought one butterhead lettuce.

hehe

Dare not buy alot cos later cannot finish.

Went to market after the farm.

Bought corn, ubi, and dried food.

After that went back to ipoh. and ate lunch and dinner at cheras.

Then go home.