NURSING RESEARCH Poster!!!

2nd of May 2012

Remarkable day indeed. 

I had palpitations and worry since 2 am this morning. I actually didn't want to go back to sleep after that but i am going to have singing and dancing practice, it is better for me to sleep. hmm. and i was able to woke up early. incredible cos usually i can't hear my alarm because of too tired ( yup after exam, i am more tired than ever, lack of sleep). We also get to do amazing stuff before we took our results at 4. 

We did this:

Everyone was looking at us. We are like crazy people lying on the atrium stage.

hmmm, then those people above us, was trying to guess the words we made. 

they was like " N...1...0....8"

"Ah, i know N108"

Thanks to the crowd, we manage to spot a crooked number.

Embarrassing much.

This is for our door gift for our grad high tea. Hope it come out well. Now still cracking how to make the best of it! Wish me luck.

Things were emotional during 4 pm today. 

This time was different. All of us were exactly there to collect our results and open there and then.

We even met our lecturers in a meeting room  beside.

Once we met, They congratulate us and hug us all. The hug was so strong and touching.

Feel like crying but still able to hold it back in.

unlike my easily teared frens they do cry in the end.

All of us did great. just that some didn't met the expectations that they set for themselves.

Overall everyone was happy and glad that it was end. 

I'll definitely miss our batch, the funny, caring, emotional, crazy, food lovers group.

Hope we always keep in touch and all the best to all of u!!!

P/S Thanks for being so supportive all these years!!!!

Nursing Elective Poster Presentation

Second day post exam

As my post title says, its my second day post exam day.
It quite sad when everything start to end soon.
These past few months, everything seems to just past by like seconds.

Where all the rushing of assignments, improvement of crapping skills with less grammar errors, collecting data for research, coming up with the write up and exam. All seems to squeeze together and now its over.
Don't really felt happy actually despite its the end. That's of course because exam wasn't that good, since its all cramp together and i wasn't writing as much as my frens do in the exam at all. felt discouraged but hope it will come out alrite in the next monday, but apparently my assignments are having good results, never expected my crapping skills improve as well as my grammer, how irony. Maybe i really good under pressure. haha but do not like the feeling at all.

Next in line, will be my graduation night. It suppose to replace the imu ball that we have miss. However, it seems that it is not going so well, especially the venue and date and seems a bit impossible to change the date. possibly we could change the venue with higher pricing or do a simple one instead ( but i suppose not everyone would agree, one is that we are poor for some of us, and secondly, we wanted it to be grant and again for some of us) It tough, hopefully it goes well.

Another thing in mind would be my future career, still stuck with Malaysia and Singapore thing. Don't like to talk about it, since it is not a nice topic to discuss because dilemma is a dilemma. Now i just hope that my results will be good enough to provide me with better options.

Okay sad things had go for now, since i am on hols.
So the first day of my hols, i started cleaning my house. ( what a tiring job getting rid of all the dust! anyway its done). apparently my shower area had created problems to my neighbour staying below of my unit. I had been told by the management that my shower area is leaking through their room. I do pity them as they couldn't on the fan nor sleep in the room, but they should tell me earlier, then i will stop showering at my room. And to solve this problem, i am suppose to water proofing as they say ( i am not familiar with this) but all i know its EXPENSIVE and my dad need to pay for it. I wonder is it possible that we could share the cost out since it is creating more problems to them that to me.

Later that night, my frens gave me a surprised visit to my home. How nice. These are some photos in the night:-

So they came for my pool as it was more huge than the vista's. We also watched "get smart" and everything ends at 12 something. We had fun playing around and chit chatting.

Then the next day, i went out with Susan Ting ( SLSTV's member). We decided to go to the KL bird Park. It was a long journey there. Thanks to the KL sentral counter guy that draw us the map. But it is not easy as it seems. As he and the others we asked along the way say " just go straight here, then u will see apa- apa park you want", i thought it was near, but not after we asked so many with the same answer. In the KL bird park, it says 5 minutes from the station, apparently walking is 1 hour plus and if you are lost, that's for sure more than that! In the KL bird park, it is quite enjoying with all kind of birds to look at, we also had the chance to see eagle feeling, flying bird feeding although we are late. We also manage to attend the show which is quite entertaining, where the MC ask what is the smallest bird in the world, someone answered " pigeon". The conclusion for the day is that we are totally exhausted and i slept very early!! Glad to have the catch up session with Susan!
These are the photos for today:-

In here, even ayam hutan had a very fancy english name!

This is the only peacock that shows us its feather and its feather is very depressing. but Thanks anyway!

Post Exam

ERm, actually i oso dunno want to write how i feel about the exam or not. but i can tell u, i am not yet relief, even though now is already a few days after EOS.

The feeling i feel is not the same as the last two sem, so i fear.

moreover, this time is the first time i write assignment in case study form. plus not confident in answering sociology and PHC paper. Ah.. but it is over, and i will know the results two day from now. Hopefully, okay lor.

Below are my study areas. since i am alone. my books and notes are basically everyway.

Exhausted!!!!

Tomolo Test, the day tomolo test, the day after tomolo's tomolo test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then saturday going SEREMBANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!! need to pack lots of things to bring there n i need to buy some stuff too!!!!!!!!..................................OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 assignment on my hand now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but one need to pass up on this friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALERT VALERIE ALERT VALERIE

DON"t DOSE off..

OH my eyes!

Four endless weeks~~

Four continuous weeks
of endless studying..
every wk have 2 test le...
really kills me, when it is very packed together
moreover u got other class still on
balik rumah already dead le..
so four weeks like dead fish + panda

now finally end...
only left english for next week
which had lesser to study

However, my last test seems very sloopy..
although the question very simple, but it seems like it didn't come out what i learn
it pick part that don't seems noticeable when i read the notes...
Hai~
but relief that it is over...
now can relax abit~~

~~~~~~~~~Tired two weeks~~~~~~~

Today is V-day!
Happy V-day everyone!!!
I managed to pass two long weeks in IMu...
I was like everyday 5.30 - 6.30 baru leave IMU...
It is very late le when i reached home as i walked home....
So when i reached home... i was damn damn tired.... not much energy to anything....
However, still must take bath , simply cook and eat ( actually i wanna skip this but at school i don't eat much le so cannot), print notes and look thru whether i miss anything.. the printing really takes up lots of time le.... cos a lot... and lots of reading assigments to do ( actually feel like skipping le as i have no energy le and the time is only 10 sth...but things are not easy as it seems as teacher will be asking qn on them so MUST READ) then this will drag drag until 1 pm... OMG... there i faint on my bed and had to wake up 6.30 am on the next morning???? i really feel exhausted...
Good thing is that during small breaks in class, i was relax... eating food bring by classmates, chocholates... everyday, we look like having many eating small tipbits sessions however only for few minutes... cos not much of break for us...
Only during friday night, i can sleep and sleep until next morning and late late wake up. =)
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For the subjects i study...
I sucks in Phramacology.... the basic concept is easy to understand... just the names of the drug!!!
Why do they have to be so long and so hard to pronounce and remember???
Each of them have different mechanism lagi!
However from phramacology, i realized Cancer cells really crazy one lor... now i know y it is so hard to cure them le..=)
BMS-bones... also a lot to memoriize... which bone connect which joint?? contain which kind of muscles???
for other subject, not yet went to the hard part yet.. so still can relax for them... but not lasting u noe y la...

EOS

Finally i saw some light of internet... there are some reasons why i am Disconnected.
1st: laptop spoilt... hehe solution to it is my new cool desktop ( i think this time i choose desktop because it seems to be easier for laptop to spoil especially it doesn't last longer than 3 years)
2nd : due to my posting area had no internet at all ... therefore i spent days of my posting playing computer games named Wedding dash thanks to SUYEE... and watch tvb shows thanks to HT... If u are at our posting area... it looks like a cyber cafe as all the laptops will collect together and with many users with one laptop provided u watch movie cos it is impossible to play games with two users...
3rd: Exam is around the corner... Today is the day i am going to get my result and at the moment still got 40 mins b4 the release of my EOS result... GOD bless me**

Since the lost of internet, 4 weeks of interesting events that happen during the PD posting are unable to post or noted down... but there are pictures to remind parts of the trip memories...
The conclusion of the trip is that this time or class is separated into groups of the same kind of people which means the people in each clicks with each other... that makes the trip fun and memorable..

During the working life of my posting many things are really " EYE opening" which many days couldn't say finish... the only thing i could say that :" if i am old, i will never go for government hospital although it costs me a lot"

Time is needed here...

Too many assignment at one time!!!

List of Assignments:

1) Nursing Care Plan
2) Reflective essay(2)
3) English essay on Skin
4) IT project
5) Nursing Philosophy
6) Communication self reading assignment (report)

Oh Valerie.... pity ur little brain~.~

Common test finally over...

Wah... i can't believe that common test is over although after the hols i just test for two days but then it seems that it had been for years... i had sacrifice my sleeps for the common test and ended up so tired and so 晕 for the day after the exam ...however i didn't take afternoon nap although i seriously n wanted to take badly but then i got my gp assignment to do which is undone ..hai~ there goes my another night...feel like wanna to cry now.. today actually i can go back to take my afternoon nap after 2.10 pm but then suddenly my cca senior call me up n told me that my mentoring scheme had started ...omg i was shocked terribly n excited at the same time cos for two reason it is the first time i mentor ppl n i noe i will not do fine n i scared i will make ppl fail instead of pass haha...then next is that i had to mentor a sec 4 guy n it is a malay guy omg .... i went to the centre with my senior but then he didn't showed up which make my senior feeling sad cos she sad that everytime her mentee is not punctual or 放她飞机... but i had a fun afternoon with my fren holly laughing in the centre ...

On 27 june, i finish my chemistry test ..then i feel kinda down cos it is hard ...hai~ i dunno y i can't do most question .then i went with my frens , shu hui n ying zhen to tampines mall to eat our lunch there... i dunno wat happen to us but maybe we are too stress until we laugh n gossip n making all kind of stupid movements like the tampines mall is no men land haha..oh i forgot we oso attack century square n oso the mrt station as well as th shop that sell antiques n clothes( this fashion)

Today i feel very sad oso becos my physics paper pass back le ... actually i hoped i can get a pass but then i onli get a sub pass.. i really can't believe in my whole life i saw so many cross in my paper... but then the teacher our class average is E but there is oso ppl getting A ..which make me feel so 失败 lor..i tot today chinese teacher will pass back our paper but then he didn't showed up .... i dunno whertherit is a good news to me or not...i hope i can pass chem, maths, gp,econs, mtl...i dun wan to see another scene like physics ler although this cct only stand 10% but econs is different percent which i forgot ler hehe... sometimes i am thinking that is it that i am not suitable to study in sg?

i couldn't wait the youth day hol on 3rd july n we have only half day school until 12.50 the next day....i relli need a day to rest.....

COMMON ｔｅｓｔ ｉｓ ｃｏｍｉｎ

ｃｏｍｍｏｎ　ｔｅｓｔ　ｉｓ　ｃｏｍｉｎ！！！！！！！　hai~ have to buck up n study ..but today i spent a bit of time to say the months event cos i have no time to publish since the day i make this blog..haha....so now have to 一口气写完啰！ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｔｕｄｙ　ｌｅ　ｓｏ　ｎｅｘｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｗｒｉｔｅ　ａｇａｉｎ．．．ｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｅｓｔ　ｄｕｎ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｈｏｌ　ｔｅｓｔ　ａ　ｍｋｉｎｇ　ｐｐｌ＇ｌｉｆｅ　ｄｉｆｆｉｃｕｌｔ　ｏｎｌｙ．．．．